Stand up. (Russell HOWARD fan fiction)

Chapter 15 - Who I live for

Chapter 15- Who I live for

The next morning

Saza P.O.V

I had called everyone up. Ninette, David, Kerry, Daniel, Jon, Madeline and Harrison. I needed them here with me. I needed them here for Russell. He had been rushed into surgery last night. He had some really bad wounds that needed to be stitched up.

I had also phoned the police about Rosie-Lou. They had come up to the hospital and got the photo of her off my phone. I hope they find her. I would go looking myself but I needed to be sure that Russell was ok. It's a hard decision to choose but the police said that they would do all they can to find her.

David and Daniel was in the room with Russell. I was sat outside with Ninette and Kerry. Madeline, Harrison and Jon were at the house. Tears were still escaping from my eyes. I was so worried about Russell and Rosie-Louise. Ninette put her arm around me. "It will be alright my lover. Russell is strong and we will find Rosie-Lou." She said.

"I hope so." I said wiping away a tear. "They are my world."

"Saza trust me, everything will be ok." Said Kerry. "Come on. Let's go and get a drink." I stood up with Kerry. "Mum will you be ok?"

"I'll be fine my sweet." Said Ninette.

Kerry and I walked to the canteen. Kerry made me eat a bar a chocolate because I hadn't eaten. She was looking out for me. She was similar to Madeline.

Ninette P.O.V

Daniel walked out if Russell's room and sat next to me. "Are you alright?" I asked him.

"Yeah mum. I... I just don't like seeing him like this." Daniel said looking at the wall.

"I know." I said. "I'm going to check on him."

"Ok mum."

I got up and walked to into the room. Russell was hooked up to wires. He had a bandage on his head. Daniel was sat at one side of him. I went to sit near the other side of him. I held his lifeless hand.

"He will be alright love." Said David.

"I know. He's our son, of course he will be ok." I said letting a tear slip.

I felt Russell's hand twitch. David and I both looked at him. His eyes then flickered open. David got up and walked to the door. "Tell your sister and Saza that Russell's awake." Said David. He must have been talking to Daniel.

David sat back down. "Wh-where am I?" Russell asked looking around his settings. I reached for his glasses and gently places them on his face.

"You're in hospital prince." I replied.

"Why am I here mum?" He sounded worried. That made me feel upset.

"Can't you remember." Russell shook his head. "Someone had gone to your house and started to hit you."

"I don't remember that" Said Russell. "Is Saza and Rosie-Lou ok?"

"Saza is fine." I couldn't tell him about Rosie-Lou, I would get too upset. David knew.

"Russell Rosie-Lou has been taken. You obviously tried to fight them off." Said David. I noticed a tear slide down Russell's cheek.

Russell P.O.V

The door opened and Saza walked in with Kerry and Daniel. My dad got up letting Saza sit next to me. She held my hand. I tightened the grip. "You ok?" She asked.

"I'm in a bit of pain. Mum told me what happened. I'm sorry." I said letting tears fall.

"It's ok. You obviously put up a fight." She said. "You can't remember what happened then?" I shook my head.

I looked at everyone in the room. "Can Sarah and I have a moment." I asked. Everyone walked out of the room. Saza was stroking patterns on my hand. "I'm sorry. I let our baby go."

"It's not your fault." She said. "You nearly told me who it was last night but you went unconscious. Your mind has obviously blocked out the bad memory." Tears once again fell from my eyes.

"It's my fault. I... I'm a terrible dad."

"No your not." Tears fell from Saza's eyes. "You obviously put up a fight." I turned on my side to face her properly. "We will find her..."

"I know. As soon as I get out we will go searching for her." I said. "I promise." I then placed my lips on hers. "I promise." I said as I pulled away.