Don't You Go (An Alex Gaskarth Story)

Chapter 11

Alex and I were backstage watching Maroon 5 preform. I was singing everything loudly and Alex was smiling at me. I giggled and he kissed my forehead. I posted most of the concert so far on snapchat so I'll relive the moment after I save the video.

"There's someone in this room that has some pipes. And I also heard that this song is one of her favorites." Adam said into the mic.

Alex kissed my temple and whispered, "Have fun."

I looked at him confused and Adam said, "Adia, come from backstage girl and reveal yourself."

I froze and a mic was handed to me. I cleared my throat and walked out onstage. I walked to Adam and he put his arm around my shoulders.

"Wassup Adia?"

"Oh nothing much, just freaking out."

He chuckled and looked back at his bandmates. Jesse nodded and they all sent each other some hidden message and started playing Makes Me Wonder.

"I wake up with blood-shot eyes
Struggled to memorize
The way it felt between your thighs
Pleasure that made you cry
Feels so good to be bad
Not worth the aftermath, after that
After that
Try to get you back

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try
(Yeah)
So this is goodbye

God damn my spinning head
Decisions that made my bed
Now I must lay in it
And deal with things I've left unsaid
I want to dive into you
Forget what you're going through
I get behind, make your move
Forget about the truth

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye

I've been here before
One day I'll wake up
And it won't hurt anymore
You caught me in a lie
I have no alibi
The words you say don't have a meaning
Cause

I still don't have the reason
And you don't have the time
And it really makes me wonder
If I ever gave a fuck about you
And I...and so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in
Cause I don't believe in you anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference,
It even makes a difference to try
And you told me how you're feeling
But I don't believe it's true anymore
Anymore
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry
(Oh no)
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye, yeah
So this is goodbye, yeah
So this is goodbye
So this is goodbye
(Oh no)"

Everyone was cheering loudly and I hugged Adam. I made faces at the guys and hugged them. "Adia, ladies and gentlemen."

"Bye Maroon 5." I said laughing.

I ran backstage and jumped in Alex's arms. "You are the best boyfriend ever." I said kissing him everywhere on the face.

"I even recorded the whole thing on your phone and posted some parts to snapchat on my phone."

I kissed him again and he told me, "Maybe we can get you signed to the record label."

"Are you serious?! You're kidding right?"

He shook his head and I kissed him again. He chuckled and said, "If you keep kissing me I may have to take you in a private place."

I smirked and kissed him again. "I'm not missing the rest of this concert. Who's next? Are we seeing Demi Lovato? You guys do know each other."

He kissed my forehead and turned me around. He wrapped his arms around my waist and I saw Adam looking over at us. I waved and he smiled and winked at me.

After the concert, Adam was talking to Alex and I.

"Again, thanks for having her sing with you guys."

"Oh, it's no problem. She's a fantastic singer." He smiled at me and I giggled.

Alex squeezed my hand and I smiled at him.

"Hey, let's all take a picture together!" I suggested. "Even you five!" I told the rest of the guys.

We all took a couple of pictures and in one of them, they all held me. I smiled and got all of their numbers.

I hugged them all bye and Adam hugged me for a while. I could see the look on Alex's face that he wasn't happy when I pulled away from the hug.

"See you later Adam!" "Bye Adia!"

I skipped to Alex and he kissed me roughly. "Ooh, what was that for?" I asked smirking.

"So that bastard knows that you're my girl." He replied.

I scrunched up my face and turned to see Adam watching us. I looked back at Alex and he asked, "What was all of that flirting you guys did. Not only backstage but onstage?"

"Alex, it doesn't mean anything. Come on, let's go. I don't want to fight."

He nodded clenching his jaw and he walked away holding my hand. I looked back and Adam smiled weakly and waved bye. I turned to face Alex and he looked determined to leave.

On the drive back, it was quiet and tense. When he dropped me off at my apartment, he didn't say anything.

"Alex, you know I don't like Adam like that. He's only a celebrity crush. Everyone has a celebrity crush."

"I was your celebrity crush and now look at us. We're a couple. I'm not letting go of you. Not when you mean so much to me."

"I love you, Alex. I don't love Adam."

"I love you too Adia." He kissed me hard and I responded. When we pulled away we went in my apartment.

We went in my room and Alex took my shirt off and kissed me. He started kissing my neck and I moaned softly. He smiled and we took off all of our clothes.

"Are you sure?" He asked.

I nodded and kissed him. He entered me and I groaned. When he broke my wall, tears fell out of my eyes. He wiped them away with his thumb and went in and out. Soon, we started moaning loudly and breathing hard. My fingernails were digging into the skin of his back. He went faster and I felt myself getting closer. I moaned loudly unraveling before him and he followed.

He pulled out and threw away his condom. He laid beside me and I curled up to him.

"I love you Alex." "I love you too Adia."

I fell asleep on him and he followed.

I honestly wasn't planning that scene in the end. It wasn't as detailed as I would've wanted it to be but I want this rating to stay where it's at and it's not a story about love making.

Expect a whirlwind to happen. Also, I really wish I could see Maroon 5 live.