"how is she? do you know?" i asked my manager but not getting a response from my questions for a few days now.
I really wondered if she knew who i was, or if she had my number cuz i really wanted to take her out on that date.
She is so pretty…it killed me knowing I could’ve killed her that day.
Well as soon as she finds out who you are she’ll definitely want to go on a date with you! Who doesn’t!? The annoying voice in my head rang again.
The fame has really gotten into my head in the past couple years and I wonder if it will ever go away. People and the tabloids have been saying how cocky I’ve gotten and how horrible I am but that’s not the real me.
The real me is the one who wants to take that girl on a date, who wants to make music and bring happiness to people, who wants to know what it feels like to have someone actually care for me.
Instead of only caring about the fame…….
How am I even going to contact her? I don’t know her name, phone number, email, nothing….
Well I do know where she lives. Ok maybe not exactly but im sure its all over the news by now about how “TEEN POP SENSATION HAS BEEN AT A LOCAL HOUSE FIRE” and who knows what else. It killed me to think that people would acuse me of trying to light the house on fire. I was even going to court but the owner of the house, or the girl, weren’t sueing me so I don’t understand why I had to go.
Management just kept saying it was needed to clear my reputation, they even said product sales have been down since the fire, all cause some of my fans think I would actually try to kill that girl.
I would never be able to kill her…..
She’s so beautiful how could anyone?? Not to mention she did have a nice body.
I remember right before the fire started…. God it was amazing
I wrapped my arms around her, I just couldn’t help it…..she was so close and smelled so good. I didn’t want to let go and after the fire started I knew I was about to let her go. I remember holding her close to me, and to be honest I think she liked it just as much as I did cuz she buried her head in my chest.
But after the fire went out and I could see the cameras flashing and news and all that, I had to let go of her cuz I knew it would be all over the tv, magazines, everything and anywhere they could stick a picture at.
It sucked to say the least.
I could have held her all day…. I really wanted to
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