Little Cracks In A Big Heart

CHAPTER ***8***

I drew my hand away from the blinds and swiftly went back to James. "babe its uh-um.."

"who is it?" he cut me off, obviously from curiosity as to who it was. "the cops" i mummbled out.

"what?? shit! i gotta get out of here! If im in here with you they will probably call your mom and charge me with something  since it'd probably look like a kidnapping..." as he rammbled on i grabbed his hand and brought him into my bed room shutting the door behind me. He looked confused so i simply said, "i wont answer the door, so they can't come in, we'll just act like no ones home." I could tell he calmed down a bit, thank god.

*KNOCK* *KNOCK* *KNOCK* came from the front door.

Jumping about a foot high from the loud knock, James pulled me toward him. I sat down on his lap with a leg on either side of him, cuddled up in his arms, hoping nothing from my little plan went wrong. Softly he put one arm around my back, pulling me in closer, and his other hand held my head into his chest. Meanwhile his head rested lightly on top of mine. 

Waiting for when the car would pull away, i listened to my baby's heartbeat. It was a fast pace but after i cuddled up more in his arms i could hear it slow down more. 

I heard a fimililar sound come from outside and sat up. Both my babe and i peeked out the side window and watched as the scary white and black cop car left my house.

I turned around and gave fred a kiss of the forehead and said, "see its alright baby" following another quick kiss to his lips.

Before i knew what was happening, his arms were draped around my sides with his warm lips pressing against mine.

While one hand held me tight, i felt his other start to move my shirt up slightly. Following his lead i let him take off my pink lacross t-shirt. "I love you babe" poured out of his lips almost instantly after we stopped the kiss, only to resume it as soon as he said that. 

(CAUTION: SEXUAL CONTENT)

I pulled back from the kiss and said back "I love you too baby" then immediately pushing my lips onto his. Perfectly matched we kissed and kissed untill i felt the tip of his tounge start to touch my lips. Letting him in, i felt him move around all over, as if exploriing a new place he's never been before. 

So far this was the most he and i have ever done, but i really wanted more.....i  wanted him.

I grabbed at the hem of his shirt and started pulling it up. Quickly he helped me and pulled it off all the way. 

And i know what you are thinkging. DEM ABSSSSS

But he doesnt really have those "chisled abs" or anything. I could care less, i loved him with all my heart whether hes the most fit man on the planet or weighs 400lbs. I don't really think he liked it but i had insecurities myself about my body as well. 

For example, i hate my stomach. Right before my waist band of my pants it bulged out slightly. I mean yea i know all girls have that but mine always jiggled a little and couldnt stand it. That and my thighs. UGH Dont get me started on those meat legs.

Snapping me away from my thoughts i felt one of his hands slide down my back to my butt, and with a quick squeeze, i was as horny as i'd ever been. 

I don't know what it was, but my urges took controll over the situation. I grabbed at his pants trying to get off his belt that held up his dark blue jeans.

As if he knew what i wanted he suddenly pushed them down and tugged on my hands, pulling them towards his hips. 

"Its ok babe" he whisperd, for i knew he could tell i was nervous. I mean this IS the first time i've seen a guy in his underware, let alone wanting me to take off his clothes. 

Guiding my hands he pulled them down with me. Without realizing how incredibly hard he was untill his dick popped out from under his undies. It woke up the shock waves in my brain for sure!

"And you expect THAT to go in me?!" i asked, still in shock from how large and hard he was. "haha i can't help how i was made babe" he said while laughing a little. 

Pushing my lips up to his we sunk down into the bed with him rubbing himself on top of me, making me exhaustingly hot and horny.

"ughhh" i moaned as his huge dick rubbed up and down on me. His smell was intoxicating and thats just what it did, intoxicated me with him. 

Warmth and alot of heat started to move down my core to my entrence where i begged for him to go, finally he pushed in.

I crinkled my nose and held in an ouch so he wouldnt know it hurt so bad. Closing my eyes, i prepared for all the pain. 

After pushing in far i felt him pull out a bit then slightly push back in. I could tell he was being catious since it was my first time, but at the same time i just wanted him to go crazy.

As if he read my mind, he started pushing in and out of me with tons of speed, making me even go crazy. After about 5 minutes it didn't hurt a whole lot, mostly i was pretty numb down there so i didnt feel awhole lot.

I moaned with each and every push and pull he did, trying to make him hornier as well. I realized i had sucesseded after about 5 different positions and 2 hours later.

I was exhausted.

I lost track of how many times i reached my peak and i had no clue how many times he did either.

After almost 2 and a half hours of doing this, we finally took a much needed break. I pulled him onto the bed a little more, to hopefully make him more comfertable. 

Grabbing the remote to the TV in my room i slipped on FX which usually had good movies on it. I cuddled up close to him, starting to get cold from the sweat mixing with some fresh air. Simply laying my head on his chest i could have fallen asleep, and almost did if it weren't for my arm starting to fall asleep. 

"I love you" i said as i rooched up towards his face and planted a kiss directly on his lips.

It was my first time and it was with the love of my life, it couldn't have been better.

 "I love you too babe"  he said with a smile across his face.

I was glad he was happy, i mean im not expecting that he had the most amazing time of his life cuz im sure he didnt but i was glad to see him smile afterwards.

Part of me did worry at first when we had started but i guess after i got incredibly horny, the worries went away. 

Maybe next time ill be better. my head said to me. What if it was bad? what if he really didnt enjoy himself? what if hes acting like it was good?

Disgust filled my mind. Was i really that bad?

I wanted to ask him but "did you enjoy the sex?" really wasnt a question i wanted to ask.

I kissed his chest, neck, and shoulders periodically while watching the movie, hoping to make up for the probably horrible first time.

"i'm gonna have to go soon babe," he said with a bit of pout in his voice.

"I know" i said as i stuck out my bottom lip and made a pouting face. He leaned down and kissed my lips anyways, ignoring the way i pushed the one out.

He sat up and grabbed his underware and shirt off the floor where my undies and pants were also entangled in.

Reaching down, i scooped up my bra, undies, and shirt and slipped them on. Then i stood up and examined him in his jeans and sweatshirt.

"I love you" i said as i smiled and moved closer to him. "I love you too" he said smiling just as much as me, then leaning down to plant a nice kiss on my lips.

I couldnt help but smile he just made me so happy.

If something ever happened to him....i don't know what i'd do.