Naomi's POV
"Bye momma I'll see you later." I gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"Bye Nae-Bear call me if you need anything. And tell me about the meeting with your principal if there is one ok?"
"Yeah mama sure thing."
I walked out of my house and locked the door behind me.
I got in my car, buckled up and drove off to school.
I wanted to cover up today...I've been feeling down ever since the whole Justin thing and the dream last night.
I had on some leggings, Dan's hoodie, and my black Nike Roshes.
I don't know how to feel about any of this right now. I just want to see my bestfriend. Daniel.
After about 15 minutes of driving I arrived at the school. Justin's goons were by the entrance doors but Justin wasn't.
Parking my car I got out and made my way to the doors.
"Naomi." It was Khalil.
"Not today, please just leave me alone."
"Hmm alright just know that when Justin sees you, you're dead. But I'll leave you alone."
He walked away looking pretty satisfied.
I don't think that Justin would kill me literally.
I mean...he could. He really could and I wouldn't want that. Nobody wants that.
I like my life, insecurities, problems, depression, the people who know and love me.
Why am I not good enough?
I'm honestly, trying not to think about the worst but you know it's kind of hard considering what happened a few days ago.
Walking to my locker to gather my things, Daniel came up beside me.
"Hey." I gave him a hug, a long, good, very much needed hug.
"Are you ok?"
I shook my head.
"I don't know, I don't think I am. I don't know what to do. Daniel, I'm scared."
He pulled me into him.
"Nae, it's gonna be fine. Did something else happen?"
"Yeah, Khalil told me that when Justin sees me I'm dead. I don't know what I did to him. I don't know why he hates me. I don't understand." I sobbed into his shirt.
He rubbed my back and continued to comfort me.
"Come on, we have to get to class Nae."
I dryed my eyes and nodded.
"Ok."
"You can't walk in there looking down though, let's go get you cleaned up."
We walked to the restroom and I wet my face and dried it with a paper towel.
After collecting myself I turned around and walked to class with Daniel.
"Text me if you need me."
I nodded and walked in trying my best not to fall apart.
All eyes were on me.
Mrs.Hokamp came up to me and whispered in my ear after telling the class to get back to work.
"Are you ok? You're never late to my class?"
"Yes, I'm fine."
"Ok, go ahead and find a seat."
I sat in the back and grabbed the worksheet from the person in front of me.
So many things were racing through my mind right now.
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I finshed my work and got up to turn my paper in.
"I see you're still here.. why?"
"Makayla, I don't have time for you right now."
I pushed passed her but she pulled me back.
"I wasn't done talking to you."
"I really don't care, keep your hands off of me." I snatched me arm out her hold and pushed her back and made my way to the front.
"Oh so now, Naomi thinks she's so tough right?"
"No, I'm just done with you treating me the way you do. I'm not in the mood to talk or play games with you right now."
"I treat you how you deserve to be treated. Like a little b-"
"HEY, THAT'S ENOUGH! WE DO NOT DO THAT IN THIS CLASS ROOM MAKAYLA!" Mrs.Hokamp interfered.
"Well maybe I wouldn't have to if Naomi wasn't a worthless, useless, uneducated, hoe." She retorted.
I was officially done.
I gathered my things as the class got loud and walked out not saying a word and not letting a single tear drop.
I was so angry.
I texted Daniel telling him I was leaving, he replied but I never texted back.
I walked out to my car after gathering my things from my locker.
I heard footsteps behind me and i knew it was Daniel.
"What happened?"
That's when it happened.
"She called me a.. she called me out of my name, in front of the class and embarrassed me. She called me worthless and useless, uneducated and she..she called me a hoe. She puts me through so much and she get praised for it. You don't know how bad I want to go back in there and just choke the crap out of her. Daniel I'm so done with her. I'm so.. Im so... I don't know what I am, I just want to be done with everything right about now." I let all the tears fall.
"Look at me, look at me right now."
Daniel picked my head and wiped my face.
"You are not worthless, or useless, or uneducated, and you are not even close to being a hoe. Don't you let that get to you not even for a second. And I know that you're going through things right now but those people do not matter. She isn't even done growing so she has no right to tell you what and who you are. You are beautiful, educated and you mean the world to me Naomi, I will not have you feeling less than anyone else because of what someone else thinks."
He looked me in my eyes and told me what I needed to hear.
I wrapped my arms around his neck and let more tears fall.
"Thank you, so much." I mumbled.
He just rubbed my back and comforted me.
"Come on let's go."
We signed out of the school in the front office because we're seniors and 18 years old.
He told me to follow him in his car but never told me where we were going.
Following his directions I climbed into my car and started up the engine and turned on my music.
'Controlla' by Drake played.
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"Come on." Daniel grabbed my hand.
We were at 'The Spot'.
We climbed up the same rock that we did the last time and watched the view in silence.
SORRY THIS CHAPTER SUCKED
SORRY IT MADE NO SENSE
SORRY OK 😭
SORRY FOR THE ERRORS TOO 😁
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