The Bad Girl and the Good Boy... Or Are They??? (Discontinued!!)

Chapter 17: Thoughts of a Dumbass

Pic of the gorgeous Kayla Rose❤❤

Chapter 17: Thoughts of a Dumbass

Kayla's POV

We cleaned up the sauce all over the kitchen. Those packets have a lot more sauce than you would think.

After cleaning up, we both went to take a shower (separately of course). That shit was in my hair and oddly, in mah bra. Don't know how the fuck it got in there.

After I finished, I walked downstairs in leggings and a sports bra. There sat Blake watching The Vampire Diaries. YAAAAAAAAASSS!!😍

I silently sat down next to him. "Hey" he said. I nodded towards him. He looked at my attair and smirked.

"What are you trying to do Kayla?" I gave him a confused look.

"What do you mean Teddybear?" I scooted over next to him and layed down on his legs, showing more cleavage in the process.

"Have you always had that piercing there?" he pointed to my bellybutton. I nodded.

"I don't remember it."

"Have you always been so damn compicated?" I asked back. He gave me a confused look.

"What do you mean?" he asked.

"The first couple of times that I talked to you, you were this shy good boy. You were adorable and cute and I wanted to bite your face off-"

"You wanted to what?" He looked at me like I had a dildo on top of my forehead.

"Nothing" I giggled. "But you were so innocent and adorable. Now you're..."

"I'm what" he smirked.

"You're-different. You are the opposite of yourself."

He turned to me."I am not. I'm just comfortable around you."

"So comfortable that you kiss me? You have changed. And besides, you told me that you were always shy around girls. Last I checked, I have a vagina."

He looked deep in thought.

Maybe he is talking to himself like you do.

He's not! He's not crazy like me.

True...

Blake looked up to me with sadness etched on his face. He got up and left.

Well that was weird.

Yeah no shit.

Stop being mean to me.

But why was he sad? Did I say something wrong?

Maybe he was reminded of something else.

Of what?

I don't know.

But I want to. I don't want to be the reason he is sad. I would hate myself of I upset him.

But you were fine with it when you tried to make him jealous.

But thats different. He wasn't sad like he is now. Its very different. What if I was here for a reason. What if this is where I'm supposed to be. With him and this family? What if I were somehow meant to be with a goodboy?

Why are you talking about you being meant to be with him?

...I don't know.

Maybe because you like him.

UGH! We already covered this. I DON'T LIKE HIM!

Haha. You're funny.

Fuck off.

Maybe he just doesn't want to be thought of as someone like me. Someone bad. 

No dumbass. He likes you.

No he doesn't. I don't deserve someone as good as Blake. I would ruin him.

He obviously doesn't think so.

So you're saying that he likes me?

Yes.

Then why is he sad?

Thats something you need to asl him yourself.

Fine. I will.

I walked up to his room and knocked on the door.

Oddly, it was open. I peeked my head inside to see Blake with headphones on and lying face down on the bed.

"Blake?" I made my presence known. He responded by kicking his foot up lazily.

I walked over to his bed and sat on it. I was never really the person to go to when you needed to talk about your feelings. I don't have a caring bone in my body. Yet for some reason, I felt the need to help my Teddybear. I don't know why, but I felt like I should figure out why he was sad.

I rubbed his back, comforting him in the only way I know how. He slowly lifted his head up after a while and looked at me with sadness in his eyes.

"You wanna tell me what's bothering you?" I asked. He turned over and sat up next to me. He shook his head no and I let him. I somehow knew that this was hard for him and didn't want to rush it.

I moved closer next to him and pushed him onto the bed, forcing him to lay down. I layed down next to him and cuddled with him. I think he understood that I was just trying to help because he pulled me closer, making my head lay on his chest and my arms straddle his torso.

It felt comforting to both of us.
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Hola peoples! So sorry that this chap took forever. I had to take the Earth Science and Algebra regents, WHICH I PASSED🎉🎊🎋🎁🎈

But I'm happy cuz, SKOOL IS OVER BITCHES!!!

I have been waiting since the beginning of the school year to leave and I'm glad that summer is here.

Hope you all had a great school year.

Please comment and vote to make me happy and to encourage me to write chapters faster.

-Rae_is_bae❤❤