Daily life of a closeted nonbinary teen

Colors

Probably you 've just wondered "Why are there oranges on the cover of Andy's sort of diary?" My answer is: because oranges are brightly-colored and I love colors. This is also why my account is name "AndyFromtheBlue". The blue I come from is called "Blue Klein" because of the artist who invented it. He did hundred of paintings with his blue. I said I love colors, and I really do, but don't like to wear colorful clothes because I am quite shy and I like when people do not notice me. Right now I am wearing black pants and a black sweater. I don't really care the color of what I'm wearing as long as it is bright, so now I care pretty much. I also love colorful places, that's why my room is full of pictures and drawings. Colors are great. Have you ever admired a green leaf, a little flower, a red pencil or the sky ? They are like an explosion. I also like make-up for this reason. I don't wear make-up often, but when I do it' s not because I think I am not pretty, I wear it because I think it's joyful. My ideas of make-up includes also face-painting. Many people think that a teenager shouldn't have face-painting because it's supposed to be on someone who is not older than 10 years, but having colorful flowers and butterflies on my skin is one of the best feelings I've ever experienced. I reccomend face-painting  to everybody. Stop reading this and draw nice picture on yourself.