Cas, I'm sorry... [CastielXReader]

Gone (edited)

A/n:  I know the things I write are out of order. Stop yelling. This is a fictional book based off my thought of things that happened in the series. Now, ON TO THE CHAPTER! -Max

When I woke up, Cas was gone. I didn't think anything of it until he didn't come back for the day. I decided to call Dean to see if he was with them.
"Deano, hey! Is Cas with you, or has he been with you at all today?" I asked once he picked up.
"No, but we've been trying to call him. Is he not with you?" Dean asked.
"No, where are you guys?" I asked.
"We're at the bunker, why?" Dean asked again.
"I'm coming over. We've got a fallen angel to hunt." I said.
"Okay." Dean replied.
"Bye Dean. I'll see you in a bit." I said as I hung up. I tried calling Cas on the way over, but to no avail. Once I got to the bunker, Dean had Sam's computer out.
"Did you look for his current coordinates?" I asked.
"I did, but the computer said his phone has been off since one in the morning today. His last known location could be completely wrong." Sam said.
"Well, where is his last known location?" I asked.
"It's really close to Bobby's house. I can text you the location if you want it." He replied.
"I want my fallen angel back, of course I want the location." I said.
"Can you use his grace to find him?" Dean asked.
"He isn't calling to me. I can hear all the voices praying to their new god, to Castiel. I can hear a few even calling my name. But I can't hear his voice calling to either." I mutter.
"Wait, you can hear angel radio?" Sam asks.
"Yea, I have Cas's grace. I see how he developed human feelings, how he saved Dean, how he became God, through his own eyes, I can see his feelings for me, I can see his feelings towards you two, I can see his feelings toward who I assume is Morgan and/or Crowley, not really sure which is which because they're both just black clouds. I can see his mind up until the point of last night." I say.
"What happened last night?" Dean asked.
"His grace became hers." Sam said.
"(Y/N), you're 18!"
"And I saved myself from going to hell! Be greatful you bastard!" I say. Dean hesitates before hugging me.
"I-I'm sorry." He mutters. I shake out of his grip.
"I'm going to find Cas. Send me his co-ords." I say.
"But what about your wound?" Sam asks. I lift up my shirt to show where the wound was.
"I'm not human anymore. I heal faster than before." I say.
"And what happens when you die?" Dean asks.
"I go to purgatory. I'll be back with Cas. I might need back up. Don't get yourselves anywhere where you can't help me." I say grabbing my keys off the table where I threw them. I heard Dean saying something to Sam before I walked out of the door. Sam sent me the location, and I left.
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"This place is really creepy at night." I say to myself. My GPS took me to cabin in a clearing through the woods. The cabin was poorly built, and the road wasn't paved. It was dark when I arrived. There was a small black car slammed into a tree on the edge of the woods. The cabin had lights on, and there were trees scattered around it. I walked up to the cabin and heard people praying. I knocked on the door, and all sound stopped. I waited a minute, then another. I knocked again, and a sketchy looking older man opened the door weerily.
"Hi, sorry to bother you, but has anyone been around here today? Eh, blue eyes, blue tie, trench coat?" I ask lightly. The man immediatly shook his head violently.
"He's been around here all day! He scared my family and murdered our animals! Please, get him to leave!" The man nearly shouts. So he is here!
"Thank you sir. I will definately get him." I say, nodding as a thanks. I turned around and walked back off the porch. As I was walking, I saw a phone on the ground. I picked it up and saw the case I had gotten for Cas. The fact that the phone was cracked and broken made me a little worried.
"CAS?! CAS, WHERE ARE YOU?!" I yelled out. there was no responce. I walked around, continuing to yell his name. I put the phone in my pants pocket, realizing I was cold. I didn't know if it would make me sick since I'm not human, but I needed to find Cas.
"CAS?! CAS, WE NEED TO GO HOME!" I yelled. I walked around a bit more, my hand on the gun in it's holster. I found a stream through the field, surrounded by trees. I called for him a bit more, walking towards the stream. I got to the point of giving up, but I knew I couldn't. I stopped for a break, looking around at the trees surrounding me. I looked at the trunks of the trees and saw a human silhouette.
"CAS?" I stood up and ran the the body. "Cas! Cas, are you okay?" Once I got to him, I saw Cas leaning against the tree, blood on his trench coat and trailing down his head.
"(Y/N)...." Cas mustered out.
"Cas, baby, you're going to be okay. Here, lets get you to the car. We'll go to Bobby's house." I whispered to him, tears forming in my eyes. He nodded as I put his arm around my neck. "Why were you out here Cas?" I asked.
"I don't... I don't... know." Cas tried to say. "I was... I woke up out... I-" I cut him off.
"Cas, it's okay. Let's get somewhere where we are safe."

Note: edited.