My therian journal

Growing up hiding my therian side and not being in any packs

It's been hard for me to stay connected with the therian side of myself and the side of me that all my friends see the reason is some of my friends are kinda judgmental when it comes people's beliefs such as mine but that isn't half of why it's hard ,the other reason is that I have to hide it from my parents their well judgmental and not accepting of almost nearly everything the reason I hide it from them is because if they found out what I really am they would call me mental, physchotic and crazy and would literally think I need therapy that's why I hide what I am from them.

But there was another thing that was hard for me it's not being able to find any therians like myself most of my friends that I have are non therians which makes it uncomfortable and weird for me to be around them the only non therian mate that I feel comfortable around is my mate Kyle who is like a brother to me, but getting back onto the topic it has been hard for me growing up I had no pack to join no therians or otherkins to hang out or be friends with so as the years have gone by I could never find people who were like me.

Not being in a pack can be kinda weird for me simply because like I said no one who is like me to be friends with but it's also because if I do find people to who share the same beliefs as me but its the fact off telling my parents what I really am simply because my parents are unpredictable so I wouldn't even know what they might do or say which kinda freaks me out and sometimes scares me at times which basically puts my confidence right down which doesn't help one bit.

This is all I had to right for today let me know what you think I loved to hear your feedback.
This book diary or journal( I don't know what it's called)has actually helped me in a lot of ways surprisingly.