My therian journal

not much happening

So not much has been happening in my life as of late well apart from controlative parents who control everything you do and pack being dead quiet as if it doesnt exist.

To be honest the whole peaceful vibe ive been getting is nice and serene its helped with my meditation and reflecting on past events.

Though my uncle is annoying the hell out of me seriously everytime of a night time when im meditating i can hear him at the top of his damn lungs snoring which helps me lose focus on my meditation.

Apart from that the pack im in its still quiet and dead as ever the alpha never talks in it due to his depression and lack of socializing which i know he cant help and is understandable but the other members are dead quiet and never talk like seriously they dont ever speak like not even ounce.

apart from that my parents dont help at all they control everything i do and have i have barely any privacy and get treated like a five year old when im eighteen years and dont get treated like an adult hell they call me names like pedophile or tramp due to me having long hair and i cant take it anymore i try to love the person i am but they keep treating me like shit.

I dont know what to do anymore though there is something i can do but its taking a while to prep due to lack of parts and materials needed i cant say much but hopefully this will get me out of there.