My therian journal

Feeling alone

Not a day goes by where I start to think and wonder if there are other therians living near me ,therians who understand me and would be my friend no matter what may happen to me but then reality gets the better of me and I sit there in my room in the dark or on the bench in my park and I begin to feel the steel cage creep up on my again swallowing me whole and keep me caged up in the dark.
I feel as if the cage I am in will be the end of me for it is the only thing that keeps me in seclusion and away from other people this feeling of a cage has been looming over me since my awakening and has not left me it haunts me everyday from the moment I wake up to the point where I am a going to sleep , the cage will always be there haunting me and taunting me.

I can feel the cage as I'm writing this entry drawing closer to me and each side of the cage slamming down around me one by one till I am locked inside for good but this time I feel as if the cage is locking me in for good and will keep me locked in for the rest of my life.

I have tried to escape this cage I have tried everything but this cage will never go away it's always there I just wish there was a way to escape it so I can feel free again and be my therian self again but now this cage has locked me in now I won't be able to escape the cage until I can regain that sensation of freedom again until then I am locked in this cage this dark cage that keeps the light out from hitting me.

Let me know what you guys think of this entry I know it hit a very dark part just now but remember these are the feelings that I feel and the entry's help me keep track of what's going on with me

But like I said please let me know what you think I love hearing your feedback on my entries