My therian journal

Places where i can be myself

There's only so many places that are known to me that I can be myself and well basically be my therian self and those places are either in close by parks that are near my home and being outside either in my yard or be out of the house.

Those are the only times I can be myself because most of the time I have to pretend to be someone I ain't and it really sucks because I love being who I am and being out of the house and being outdoors lets me be who I am but lately I'm having to pretend to be someone I ain't and it literally puts me down and I don't like it having to pretend.

Day in day out I'm having to pretend to be someone I ain't just to please everyone cause I hate it when people judge my beliefs and who I am as a person, sometimes I wish there was a way I could be myself and follow my beliefs without anyone judging me the real world literally sucks cause I'm always having to play along with what everyone does just to please them and to be honest I hate it I hate being something I'm not and having to play along with others just to please them, I know what you guys might say that "their not your real friends if they judge you and your beliefs" and your right their not my real friends but some of them have been true friends to me but they don't know about me being a therian.

I hope to one day tell them face to face who and what I really and also hope that they would still accept me as a one of their friends.