The last stand

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Leah's P.O.V.

The confessions of a resting bitch.

A lone tear streamed down my face as I stared into the broken bathroom mirror.

I was frightened to realize I didn't know who was staring back at me.

My bloody fists had just punched the mirror and all I could now hear were the slow shattering of shards falling from the mirrors frame.

What have I become?

I unclenched my fists and began tearing at the wounds in my palm from previous encounters with the mirror.

How could I let all this get so bad?

I should've just told the truth!!!"

It was all coming back to me. Everything!

I was so pure... So innocent. How could I possible think I could raise a child.

How could I have known this was going to be so hard... So painful... So stressful.

I lifted a big price of glass and held it towards my stomach.

Did I want to do this for me? Did I want to do this for Cole?

No!

I just don't want this child to grow up without a mother and father capable to give them the adequate love that they deserve.

..

With one quick swing of the sharp glass I fell to the floor. Blood gushing everywhere.

The pain was excruciating. Yet still I continued to slash and stab. Deeply penetrating my skin.

Soon all my crying desisted. As I saw the life that was once within me laying in a puddle of blood.

Tears streamed down my face.

"How could I be so SELFISH!!" I screamed as I held the body of my child against my chest.

"How could I be so cruel"

I screamed at the top of my voice causing loud banging on the locked bathroom door.

I was in pity and sorrow as I watched the child struggled for dear life.

I held the child closely towards me,
And with all the strength I had left inside me, I opened the door and immediately gave the baby to Cole, who was standing anxiously behind the door.

That was the last thing I rembered as I collapsed to the ground.

I didn't care how painful the wounds were.

Losing my baby would've been much more painful than my predicament.

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Note: this is NOT the end. What would you have done in Leah's situation?

I want to make a shout out to my #1 fan Wolfskater999 wazzz up.

This is my first year in highschool grd 9 so I promise 😀 more mature books yay!!














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