Jinxx is my what?: A Jinxx Fanfic

Chapter 22 ~ Sound Of Silence

Quick A/n
This chapter maybe disturbing.....
There's also a lot of plots! Hopefully you'll like this chapter. AND PLEASE READ NOTE AT BOTTOM
Thanks

'I open up the letter and I immediately know who it's from. Andy himself. Wait, why would my crush write me a letter? He doesn't even like. What the fuck. As I read it, it says.....'

Dear Tessa,

It's time for me to gather up my courage and manly stuff and whatever to tell you this.....
Ever since I met you, I fell in love with you. Your smile, laugh, messy hair, eyes, cute little nose, everything. But what I really fell in love was.... Was your personality.
You would always try to cheer me up when I was sad or real angry. Even at your father.
Sometimes when I wanted to give up, I thought of you and kept going. You had faith in me like no one else did. Even when I effed up, you were still there for me.
You even helped me wrote another album. Which is still in the process.... But you did. And I'm thankful for that.
Now I know you may not believe me..... But Tessa Taylor Ferguson, I love you.
Sincerely,
Andy B.

After I was done reading, I was in tears. I let him down. I tried to commit suicide. Oh God. Imagine him right now if I actually did commit suicide. FUCK! No what, no! Breath. Just breath. FUCK NO! I LET ANDY DOWN! DAMMIT! Breath Tessa. Just Breath. UGH!!!!

I started to get really frustrated after awhile. Eventually, I started to trash my room up. But knowing me, I was going to pass out soon. And I did....

Andy's POV

I looked out the 8th story hospital waiting room floor without saying a word. The guys tried everything to cheer me up, but nothing worked. I was way to depressed.

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Ashley came in with food so we could all eat. But did he actually think I was going to? Silly him. Poor guys think they can cheer me up when they really can't... Jokes on them I guess.

All of a sudden, Ashley started to hum a familiar tune. Something that came out not to long ago. Quickly the humming turned into singing. Soon I realized the song. It was The Sound Of Silence by Disturbed.

"Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains within the sound of silence

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone
'Neath the halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold and damp

When my eyes were stabbed
By the flash of a neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more
People talking without speaking
People hearing without listening

People writing songs
That voices never share
And no one dare
Disturb the sound of silence

"Fools," said I, "you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows
Hear my words that I might teach you
Take my arms that I might reach you."
But my words like silent raindrops fell
And echoed in the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made
And the sign flashed out its warning
And the words that it was forming