Jinxx is my what?: A Jinxx Fanfic

Chapter 16 ~ Telling

Abby's POV

I wasn't sure if I was ready to tell Tessa that I tried to kill myself. Heck, I don't know how she'll react. I'm scared to tell her. I'm trying to, but nothing won't come out of my mouth. Why? Was I just to afraid? I probably was. I can't control my emotions. It just comes. How will Tessa react.......? I'm afraid she'll abandon me just like the others did. I'm such a screw up.

Tessa has been looking at me all confused today. All day she has been. I stopped playing Truth Or Dare was getting ready to tell her. "Tessa......" I started off saying. "What is it?" Tessa said. "I- I tried to-" I paused mid way. Was I ready to tell her? "What is it Abby? You can tell me anything!" She told me in a serious tone. "I tried to....... Never mind........" I said. "Abby? What is it?" She said. I had to tell her at one point. "I tried to kill myself...."

The room just became dead silent. Crap, here it comes. This is the moment of betrayal. I knew I shouldn't of told her. I knew I shouldn't have. I screw everything up.

"You tried to..... Kill yourself?" Tessa said sounding choked. "Uh....... Yea." I said. "Why? Why would you ever try such a thing?" She asked me. "Cause I hate living Tessa! Life....... Life is a mess. The world is a mess..... This generation! Everything about it I hate Tessa. I only wanted to end the pain. I deal with the pain everyday. Abuse, bullying, everything! I'm tired of it Tessa. Don't you just understand?" I said while crying.

Tessa looked down at her wrists. Ashamed of not knowing. "I should of known...... I should of noticed the signs." Tessa said. "I'm sorry. Can we do something to distract ourselves?" I asked. "Jacksepticeye?" She said. I nodded immediately. "Of course! The Irish man! Of course I want to watch Jack!" I said. She grabbed her tablet and we immediately started watching Jacksepticeye.

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"Im tired." I said whiling yawning. "Well, go to sleep!" She told me. Without notice, I fell asleep. I felt her get up to grab her earbuds and sat back down besides me. I heard her laugh before I didn't hear anything anymore. Sleep is good for me. I rarely get any sleep so I'm actually glad I'm getting some sleep for once.

Shannon's POV

It's been an exhausting day. Yesterday was all the drama and shit, and now Tessa nor Abby isn't answering my calls. This is worrying me.

I decided to go to Abby's house if she is there. I knocked on her door and Abby's mom stood there. "You looking for Abby?" She asked. "Actually, yea I am. She isn't answering my calls." I told her. "She's at Tessa's. She spent the night. Maybe her phone died?" She told me. I nodded. "Thanks! I'll spend the night next week!" She laughed. "Okay. I'll let her know."

And with that, I was off to Tessa's house.

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I went inside as soon Jinxx opened the door. He read my mind and said. "Second door to the right." I jolted up the stairs. I heard music playing so this is weird. I barged in yelling. "I CHIMED IN WITH HAVEN'T YOU PEOPLE EVER HEARD OF: CLOSING THE GOD DAMN DOOR! NO!" Tessa laughed as Abby fell off the bed.

"I'm clumsy! Okay?" Abby said while laughing. "You sure? You looked like you got scared." Tessa said. "Whaaaaat?" Abby said while trying to act innocent. I laughed and sat down next to them. "Where's Sharon?" They both asked. "At practice." I said. They both nodded and started playing music. The first that came on, I noticed it immediately. It was Faithless by BVB nightcore version.

We all singed along.
I hope this day will just keep on getting better and better. And it will since I'm with two idiots. They are most of the time, but you know. I love them. If they weren't in my life, then I don't know what my life will be with out them.