Jinxx is my what?: A Jinxx Fanfic

Chapter 29 ~ Run

Tessa's POV:

  We signed my dad out of the hospital and went home so he can finally eat real food. Let's face it, hospital food is not good and it's fake. Ew.

  Once we got home, I went straight to my room to take a shower. Face it, I looked like a mess and I haven't showered in dayssss.

  I grab my speakers from the cabinet and plugged them into my phone. Run by Bring Me The Horizon came on and I couldn't resist but sing.

"Cause this.... IS NOT ENOUGH! And I won't wait for them to cut me up
So give me all you've got
They'll never stop until they see us fall
So let's run
So let's run..."

----skipping time----

  I lay in bed on my phone when I hear a knock on my door. "Who is it?" I yelled. "Andy."

I let Andy in and laid back down on my bed. He cuddled up with me, but this time.... It felt different. Like, it wasn't meant to be kind of feeling. I don't know why. I mean, I love Andy. Don't get me wrong. But I think Andy is trying to move to fast now. I kinda don't like it. Now, we have cuddled up with each other before. But that was before my dad got out of the hospital. I was sad, lonely, depressed. But now that I know what I am, it feels.... Strange. I just don't know why. Maybe I should get some sleep. Hell, I don't even know anymore.

  But this.... Is not enough. And I won't wait for him to cut me up. Cause he already put a tear in my heart. What else can he do?

Jinxx's POV:

I fell asleep in the car, while listening to my daughter cursing at the cars to move faster. God help me. Surprisingly it was a peaceful. I think she avoided the holes so I could sleep fine. She drove the whole time without a problem! That's actually the first.

On the way home during my sleep, I could still actually hear her sing. She sung Run by BMTH and then Hometown by Twenty One Pilots. It's been a long time since I have heard sing. She has such a beautiful voice for a 16 year old......

I then heard Andy say, "take as much time as you need with your dad. If you ever need anything, just remember that I am one text away." It made me smile to know how much he loves her with a passion. You don't even get to see that everyday it's that rare now. Just wow.

Tessa's POV:

Once I fell asleep, I had an awful dream. It was like I was weak and beaten down........... 

Dream:

I walked into the open meadows with a random guy. Although it was romantic, it was like I was forced to be here. I turn around and saw Jaime, instead of Andy. I tried to run but I just couldn't. I just couldn't. I couldn't run......

"You're mine now sweetie." Jaime said. As much as I hated it, I also loved it. "NO I'M NOT!!! LET ME GO!" I said as he had a hold of my wrist tightly. He gave me a grin and then kissed me. "Hm- STOP! YOUR NOT MINE ANYMORE. LET ME GO!!!" I said in tears. "Sorry, can't do that Tess." No one has called me Tess ever since we broke up. "I'm not 'Tess' to you anymore! Stop calling me that please!..." I said falling down sobbing. He stroked my hair telling me that everything was going to be okay. But deep down I knew it wasn't. He helped me up and stared at me. This is the advantage. I kicked him in the dick and ran for it. I just ran. I heard him yelling in the background, but didn't understand him. I continued to run until I ran out of breath. I'm safe finally! Or at least I thought....

I check my phone for service, but there wasn't any. "Dammit." I said mumbling under my breath. I took a quick rest and started to run again. I am not going to stop until I am far away. I ran until I saw a road up ahead. There was a car about 40 seconds away. Maybe I can catch their attention. I ran into the middle of the street and the car slammed on its breaks. I get in and tell them where to take me to. "Tessa?" A familiar voice said. I looked up and there was Vic sitting there staring at me. "Listen to me, DRIVE!!!" I said in fear. Major fear in that case. Vic drove me home and told me to be careful. I thanked him and walked inside. Nothing else could go wrong? Right?

Well, that's what I thought too. I walk upstairs to reveal a horrific sight. Andy hanging himself on the ceiling. And then everything blacked out

End of dream:

I wake up terrified of what I just saw. 'It's just a dream Tessa. It's just a dream.' A voice inside my head had said. It's right. It was just a dream. I look at my phone and see that Vanossgaming had uploaded a new video. I clicked on the video and began watching. YES! My favorite!!! Prop Hunt with Mini and H20! Maybe this will help me forget about all the bad things I've seen and done in life. Maybe.

A/n
Gonna end this here, sorry. 2:30 for me and I'm extremely exhausted and sick. So sorry if this is kinda short. Forgive me. I'm getting sicker, I swear. I have Strep now thanks to my brother 🙄. Oh, well. We all get sick someday, somehow. Well, anyways. Bye for now. I'll update soon when I can!
Remember: Stay strong, Always Keep Fighting and that You Are Enough! There is a reason to live. If you ever feel down, pm me. I'll try to help the best I can. Bye for now.