Nachgedacht

Guess who is back

I didn't write much lately. Though there are less to no people who read my stories and this here, it seems like no one will be mad at me.

Life is strange.

The last months were totally strange and some weird things happend, most of them were good. 2016 jusst started but it feels like time is running through my fingers like sand. Exams, school, homework, friends, less time for hobbies like drawing and writing. But I am fine. There are people around me that I really love. They keep my head up every day. There are still hours where I think back to 2015, the most fucked up year in my whole damn life! But these hours worth nothing comparing to  minute with my friends. I can't thank them enough, even thogh I don't do it often... Think of me as ungreatful and selfish, but I really love my friends and I hope they know.

So for you guys... Thank you Broki for being the only real friend I have in school. The other guys there are ok but I wouldn't say they are real friends to me (yet). But you are. And I hope to get to know you even better!

Thanks to Rebbo who just read my new story at my other acc and correted it lately. You're really smart and cool but sometimes I can't help but laugh about the way you seem to think very simple and even tho some of your questions and comments look stupid, I know you aren't. You really are a good friend and I wish we would talk more...

Thank you, Chempai, you fluffy little teddy bear! You are cool, awesome, always keep my head up and you are ALWAYS there for me! As I said there are still dark hours in my life and I know, there is you who I can talk to and I am less afraid now. I just wish you would talk to me this way too more often... You know you can talk to me. ( But needn't!)

Oh my, Fluffy...  My sweet little, pink Fluff... Not much to say here but thanks. I just saw you a few times yet an it's creepy how much I toldd you about my life! And I never heared someone say "I like you" or "You're cool" to me that often in less than an hour. You're crazy kid! And I like that.

Sunshine... I hope you know how thankful I am. All I know to say now is "Thank you for the tea" and I hope there are still some bittersweet sipps left for me to taste.

I know it is really unrealistic that any of them will read this here. But... I needed to say that out loud. Somewhere. Just somewhere where someone might find it and thinks about their friends. Thank them. They'll smile for sure. And this is what you want, isn't it?