Once upon a time I used to be pretty
Used to have fun
Used to feel alive....
But now all of that is gone
I used to feel things
Now I am numb
Only people who understand this don't pity me
They hate on who did this to me
I don't mind anyone or anything anymore
If you want to cut me starve me drown me
Go ahead I have tried all of these things my self
I know what people did to me was fucked up
But what I turned my self into is just sad
I am an empty heartless person who only cries
Once a year
Nothing hurts me anymore and I swim in fear
I let the darkness be so close to that when it gone....
I feel empty
I see things others don't I hear things people shouldn't
I have been through a lot but people have it worse so let's just ignore my pain
And move on
Because I am not worth people's time
So you might think I would just keep quiet
But I don't I talk to many people
I try my best to fit in with dumbass society of today and
I smile a lot and try to hide the pain
And it surprisingly works
No one looks in my eyes and tells me to tell them the truth
I am just not that important to anyone
But I am used to it
To the replacement
No one misses me when I leave and it's okay but what bothers me is
when you die that's when people feel bad
Because they think it would have been better for you to stay
I don't believe it's like that
I remember when I used to be happy and
I wouldn't pretend
Once upon a time I used to believe that happiness in life was true. But now I am just discussed by people who think what I used too.
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Hey guys thank you so much for reading sorry I haven't been updating a lot I have finals and they are kind of sucking the creativity out of my head.
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Book of lies and life
PoetryThis book is full of lies. Lies people always fall for. Lies you shouldn't fall for. And things that these lies will turn into when you become depressed.
