Because maybe just for a second or even a minute time can stop -NY
I wish I could promise people that I would never let them down. But I can never and will never do that -NY
Ehh I feel normally numb I can't call it better but it's not as bad that's all I can say without lying -NY
Sorry poetic me just escaped -NY
It's sad that people can relate to me when I am literally the most depressing person you will ever meet -NY
I don't know it's like my heart tells me nothing -NY
I like to say I live in the now but that just an excuse for not knowing what I am going to do in the future -NY
The permanent marker bc I was scared anything else might just be temporary -NY
Because all of us want to be and get something different but maybe this time we just have to go with the ordinary -NY
I know your scared that I might turn into a monster but I won't judge your thoughts I am scared of that too -NY
Because you were the Depth of depression and I just jumped into you and sunk. -NY
And yet aging it was temporary -NY
Maybe she is a nice person but just dose not like you -NY
I felt so empty without it is that what happiness is empty -NY
Please step on this as much as people stepped on me -NY
This school year ruined and killed me -NY
Empty that's exactly how I feel -NY
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Hey sorry I haven't updated in a while I just haven't been feeling well and I didn't know how to put it in words but I'll get back to it I promise. I just want to thank everyone who reads this crap. Thank you so much for reading please vote if you enjoy it.
And thank you aging
-NY
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Book of lies and life
PoetryThis book is full of lies. Lies people always fall for. Lies you shouldn't fall for. And things that these lies will turn into when you become depressed.