My Thoughts

darkness

At night I lay in bed staring at the nothingness
Keeping myself awake
I hug my pillow pretending it's you
Pretending your there to protect me through the night
When I finally close my eyes it's dark and I'm alone
And when I do dream they're nightmares
My dreams no longer exist
My nightmares thrive
They're in my head not just when I'm asleep
I don't want to be alone I want you here with me
I don't want to hug my pillow I want it to be you
I don't want to sleep alone at night
I'm scared
I miss you alot
I wish you were here

You are my light
You are my life
Hi me again, still alive :/
-Ryleigh