Just A Girl Story

Confession

Since you didn't came today on the last day of school I needed to confess everything I was hidding for you over the last five months I started to like you.

But there is so many questions that I don't know which one to start with!

I told you that I liked you and to respect me for that and you did. I even had the guts to trust you.

What am I to you now that I told you that I liked you,what am I to you?

I see that you're different from other guys I see.

If you didn't like me but you liked someone else just tell me and I'll leave you alone but please respect my decision.

I get confused all the time I don't know why.
You talk to me and then the next day you act like nothing happens.

I fell in love with you for so many reasons. I love you Ivan I really do. I want to kiss you every time I catch you looking at me. I want to hold your hand tight and never let go. I'm starting to love even more. I'm afraid to talk to you in person because I know I might say something stupid. I'll even embarrass myself in front of you. It hurts loving you, but knowing that you don't love me kills me.

Im not bragging or anything but I don't know what I do wrong for you to delete me. You come and go,but I'll still accept you, I don't hate I don't like hating on people even if its the person I love.

Yes, I love you I'm just scared you will love someone better than me someone even more attractive then me. I don't want to loose you.
You confuse me all the time it just hurts me. I just can't stop thinking about you. Its hard to explain... I can't even write expressing my feeling here for you makes me frustrated.

I have the exact words but can't take them out of my mind

FUCK I FUKING LOVE YOU IM JUST NOT GOOD FOR YOU BECAUSE YOU'LL NEVER ACCEPT ME FOR ME. EVEN IF YOU JUST TRY I WILL NOT BE GOID ENOUGH FOR YOU BECAUSE IM NOT LIKE THOSE OTHER BEAUTIFUL GIRLS YOU WOULD ALMIST EVERY GUY WOULD WANT.

YOU'RE A FUCKBOY THATS WHAT YOU ARE AND I FELL IN LOVE WITH A FUCKBOY I CAN'T GET OVER. HAHA IM IN LOVE WITH A FUCKBOY. IM DRIVING MYSELF CRAZY!
I LOVE YOU!!
IM JUST SCARED KNOWING THAT YOU DON'T... YOU NEVER WILL!!

-Dany