Just A Girl Story

Him

I can't sleep. I've been thinking of him all day long I'm been distracted by him and he is all I see and all I have in my mind.
That serious face of his, his hand gently touching his lip just makes me want to go with him and French kiss him all I want.
That smile of his just melts me like summer times.

My friends or other people might think he's not attractive.
But I do find him attractive.

The way he sometimes he stares at me when I look at him instantly catches my attention.

I can't stop thinking about him. I imagine myself being with him and probably doing crazy things together who knows.

He just makes me smile and fall for him even more. But sometimes he can be a fucking asshole. And confuse me all the time it just gets me really frustrated and it just makes me want to just burst into tears...

Tomorrow is last day of school (Tuesday, June 7, 2016) and I've been wanting myself to get over my fear of speaking to him and just asking him so many questions I have been keeping over the last five months I started liking him (February 24,2016, Chapter 13, "I think I'm in love")

The only problem is that I'm scared to talk to him because to be honest I don't know how to start a conversation with him or anyone around. I get nervous and I know I may not be good enough.

Well I'm not tired ,but goodnight.

-Dany