That Summer//5sos Fanfic

Chapter 16 : Frustration

Abbey's P.O.V.

She seemed like she was fine. She was "fine". She didn't want to see anyone. She cried. She cut. She blacked out. She is my best friend. She is my twin. My sisrer. And she was drowning in her tears, lying there, on the floor. Depressed. Frustrated. Sad. Lonely. Loved.

This is the first time I've ever seen her like this. EVER! " But why? " was the only thing I had in my head next to planning on my attempt to kill Luke.

" This is his fault! " I yelled pointing at Luke. " His! " , " not Cal's, not Mikey's, not yours. His!" I yelled at Ashton still pointing at Luke.

" And get the bitch out of here, NOW! " I yelled at Luke.

" Babe, calm down. " Michael said grabbing my shoulders.

" How am i supposed to calm down, when my best friend is blacked out?! " I yelled at Michael.

" Im sorrry. But we would like it if you, Luke would actually go take your girl back or tell her to leave . Please? "Michael said.

Luke's P.O.V.

" Im sorrry. But we would like it if you, Luke would actually go take your girl back or tell her to leave . Please? "Michael said.

" Yeah, sure. "

I got up and went to grab Arzaylea but she wasn't there. She left?

" She already left. " I said walking into Lexi's room.

" Oh. Good. "

" So have you called the ambu-" I got cut off by Lexi moving.

I ran over to her, to see Calum already there and holding her in his arms with blood on his hands.

" What the hell happened? " I asked.

" I'm not really sure. " He said. " I just walked in the bathroom after Abbey did. " He added.

" I'm going to ask Abbey, I'll be back. Yell if she does anything else. Please. "

" Yeah, just go I need to know" he said as I walked to Abbey.

" Hey, Abbey can i talk to you for a second? " I asked.

" Why the hell would I want to talk to you after you did that to her? My best friend. " she said.

" Just....... come here....... please? " I asked.

" Fine. What do you want? " she asked while following me out the door.

" What happened? You know, to her? " I asked tearing up.

" Well, to be honest... I don't know. I just walked in and yelled her name. Then we all started to look for her. Then I went to the bathroom and saw her lying there on the floor in her.......own pool of blood. " she choked.

" WHY? WHAT DID SHE DO? WHO MADE HER DO THIS? " I asked

" YOU! YOU AND ONLY YOU! " she yelled at me

" WHAT? WHAT DID I DO? " I yelled back

"What did you do? Really, are you fucking serious? You come home drunk everyday. The past few days you've brought sluts back. You at least punched every guy here. Just....... ughhhhh, leave, NOW! " she yelled at me.

" Fine! Bye! " I said going back into the room grabbing my stuff and walking back out.

" And where the hell do you think you're going? " Abbey yelled at me while I walked out the door and left.

I had no idea where I was going . What I was doing. I was just frustrated with myself for everything I've done to everyone.

I just need to leave, and clear my mind. And I knew exactly where to go to clear my mind.