That Summer//5sos Fanfic

Chapter 15 : I can't take it anymore

Lexi's P.O.V.

I thought it was fine that night until Luke brought another girl to the hotel room.

I was in the bathroom. And i heard the hotel room door open and moaning.

I could tell that Luke brought home a girl. I walked into the other room and walked into mine and Abbey's room no one was there so locked myself in the bathroom and cried my eyes out.

It felt like my blood was boiling. My eyes were puffy and red. My heart hurt and all I could think was " Why is this happening? Am I going crazy? Do I like Luke or do I like Calum? "

Until i finally decided to do something I haven't done in a long time.

I ran to my suit case and unzipped a secret compartment and took out something my eyes haven't layed on since last year. My razor blades.

I ran back to the bathroom, and took out the razor blade amd turned on the shower.

I sat on the bathroom floor cutting my wrist and thighs and crying in a puddle of my own blood.

I cut until I couldn't see anything. I couldn't hear the water running that I left on in the shower.

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I heard muffled voices as the door to the bathroom opened.

" LEXI. LEXI? LEXI! ALEXIS WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU?! " I heard Calum, Abbey, Mikey and Ashton yell muffled.

" Oh my god, Lexi? Can you hear me? Alexis Vaughan?" Abbey said.

I could tell it was her because she was the only girl there.

" Guys help me." She yelled.

" Is she okay? ", " What happened?" Michael and Calum asked.

" She blacked out. " And then the darkness took over what was left I had. My little sight and little hearing. With that darknes I felt peaceful.