Fate Chooses

Chapter 32: Forgive and Forget

Alice wheels me back into my room, about an hour or so later. My body is aching and I am a bit dizzy. I think they put something in my I.V.

"Hey, Al." Liam greets after I am wheeled in. Alice gets me all settled into my bed, and leaves me with these two bozos.

"Do you want us to get you anything?" Zayn asks, shifting in his seat.

"Do you mind if we watch some TV?" I ask, them not really having a choice whether they want to or not.

"Sure." Liam replies, handing me the remote. I scroll through channel are channel, and I find a Sherlock marathon. YES!

"You like Sherlock?" Zayn asks, and I nod.

"Hon, I'm A tumblr girl. Of course I watch Sherlock." I say focusing on the T.V.

"Hon?" I hear Zayn ask, and I turn to him and he has a grin on his face.

"Don't read to much into it." I reply, turning back to Sherlock.

"So, did you miss us?" Liam asks, and I shrug.

"Wow, feeling the love, Al..." I hear Zayn mumble under his breath, and I'm not gonna lie, I might've possibly blown up on them.

"What?!" I yell, looking at him. He is shocked. He should be. "You really are going to say that to me?! After what you did?!" I yell, my head throbbing, but I don't pay attention to it.

"Allana, calm down-"

"Don't you tell me to calm down." I yell interrupting Liam. Shock registers on his face too. "You didn't trust me whatsoever." I say looking at Liam, and he looks broke. Not in the money sense, but just broken.

"And now you all show up." I say, choking back some tears. "I missed Harry, because he treated me like I was worth something at least. You guys dropped me like I was toxic. I missed Louis because he was like a brother to me, who asked me how I felt. And Niall- well he is just Niall he is just too adorable that you just can't hate him. But Zayn went back to his ex. Liam didn't even notice me once a prettier girl came into the picture. That was the same with both of you. For once I thought someone actually thought of me as, important. I guess I was wrong with both of you." I say, full on crying now. "I fell for you both...." I say barely audible. None of them could hear me.

I look at them and Zayn's face is in his hands, and Liam is just looking at me. Sad, and just, vacant. That's what I got from him.

"Lanna-"

"Don't call me that." I yell at Zayn, and he kinda just retreats back to himself. Everything becomes silent, and half want them to just be quiet, but I also want to just get the fighting over with. I don't hate them. I can't and never will, because I'm a directioner.

"I'm sorry." I hear Liam whisper, and I look at him. He is looking at me with such sorrow in his eyes. You know that classic Liam puppy dog look? Ya. I was getting that right now.

I try not to budge. I want him to actually mean it.

"Me too." Zayn replies, and my head turns to look at him. They both start apologizing so fast that it is making my head throb.

"Guys." I say as they continue. "Guyssss." I say trying to get their attention. "GUYS!" I finally yell, and they both become quiet. Finally.

"It's ok." I say, and relief washes over their faces.

"Do you forgive us then?" Zayn asks full of hope.

"No not really, no." I say and their faces fall again. I grin and start laughing, and they give me a weird look. "Of course I forgive you. Forgive and forget, right? But I will never forget. And also, I think it will be better if we were just friends. I don't see how it could work out at all. And, you guys still hurt me and I probably won't trust you that much anymore." I say and they both nod.

"We understand," Liam says nodding. "Can I have a hug atleast?" Liam asks full of hope, and I laugh.

"Never in your wildest dreams." I say, and I just realized what I said when they started to sing....

"AND WE DANCED ALL NIGHT TO THE BEST SONG EVERRRRRR!!!!" They both scream, and I cover my ears.

"Gosh, you would think that people could be quiet when they are in a hospital room when a person head is in bandages. Obviously not." I retort rolling my eyes at them.

"Sorry Lanna." I hear Zayn mumble, and he grins at me.

"C'mon. Lets watch the rest of your Sherlock now." Liam says turning to the TV.

A/N

HEY MY PEEPS! Haha that sounded so weird. Well anyways what's up? How's life? Life is okay for me, I guess. Homecoming is coming up at the end of October and nobody has asked me yet or anything..... You see this is what happens when you lock yourself up in your room and write/read fan fiction all day. You become a guy-repellant. But that is OKAY! I'm going with a bunch of my friends and it will be a lot more fun. So that's a plus:)

Okay so I have decided on something. I am going to put up a deadline for each of my stories. So on this certain day, I will update one story. For Fate Chooses, it will be a Friday, since I am updating on a Friday. I will try to update every week. And if it doesn't get updated on a Friday cos I might actually be social that day, it will be updated from either Saturday-Monday nights.

For Miss Trouble(if you are reading it, and if not, GO READ IT!) I will update on a Saturday night. I'm not sure if I can update it tomorrow because I am going to be out of town this weekend for a day, so it might be up from Sunday-Tuesday.

And if I don't update either story on the exact day OR during the time sequence I set up, you may leave a comment and say, "HEY! I'VE BEEN WAITING A WHILE FOR YOU TO UPDATE THE DANG FANFIC!!!! SO DO IT LADY!" Haha well at least be nicer then that. Also if you do leave a comment, on either story, tell me what you think and please vote for it! EVERY CHAPTER PEOPLE I NEED HELP WITH THAT!

Okay that's it for now, and Like always:

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Okay! Love ya! Mwah!

-Raegan

P.S. YOU ARE ALL IMPORTANT TO ME!!! (Just thought I'd throw that out there) ;)