Mom was alive. Fuck! Why did I say that? I had been caught in a moment of panic, I didn't know what I was saying.
"What do you mean?" Charlie exclaimed coming to stand in front of me.
"Nothing, just forget it." I said walking over to Ali and handing her Claudia who was still clinging on to me.
"Jenny!" I yelled calling the maid. My father had hired a young girl and compelled her to forget everything she heard and saw the minute she stepped out of the house.
She approached standing in the doorway, "What can I do for you Miss Swan?"
"Be a sweetheart and get me a drink." I said irritated, I was so thirsty.
"The usual?" I nodded and she scurried off to the kitchen.
"Bella..." My father said, I couldn't turn to look at him.
I felt so agitated and angry and this thirst I felt wasn't helping at all.
I heard footsteps behind me approaching, "Don't, I can't right now."
Those witches must have fucked with my mind like they said they would. I just didn't know exactly what they had done but whatever it was it was bad.
Jenny came rushing back with my drink in her hand. The minute she was within arms reach I snatched the drink from her gulping it down in seconds.
My throat burned even more now, I had tasted a tint of vervain in my drink. "Get out of my way, you cant even prepare a fucking drink you worthless bitch." I said shoving her to the side.
I heard gasp all around me but I could care less I just needed this ache inside me to go away.
"Bella, stop!"
"Omg."
"Help the human."
"What the hell?"
I could hear everyone's voice speaking all at once, they were all so loud. Why couldn't they just shut up.
I sped to the kitchen knocking everything in my path to the ground. I could hear glass shattering as it fell to the floor.
My ears kept buzzing like crazy from all the noise around me. I placed my hands to my ears trying to block everything out but it was so use.
It was becoming to much for me, I had to get out of here.
"Bella...whats going on? Are you ok?" It was my sister, she sounded so much like Mary.
I didn't answer I just stood there with my hands over my ear. "Bella everything will be ok just tell me whats wrong and we'll help you." Her voice was so gentle as if she spoke to loud I would break.
I don't know what came over me but all of sudden all the noise stopped. My heartbeat slowed back to normal. I felt as if I wasn't in control of myself.
I let my hands fall to my sides as I turned to look at her, my face void of emotions.
"Help me?" I laughed, her eyes widened when she was my face. "How are you going to help me when you can't even help yourself."
I saw the hurt flash across her face, "Bella this isn't you. Whoever did this to you is messing with your mind. We can fix you, we just need time."
"Fix me! I'm not an object, you can't just open me up and untangle my wires." I said, I was getting consumed with anger with every minute that went by.
"Don't you get it! This is who I am..." I grabbed her by the neck pulling her head back, I was stronger than her and the more my sister struggled to get out of my grip the more the monster got excited. "I am a killer."
