I stood up and wipe my tears. But suddenly this traitor tears fall again.
Why? Why i cry again?
This is what i need..... To know the truth.... to know the reason why he leave me.
Leave me without saying goodbye....
I can still remember how happy we are. Happy walking in a baywalk with our hands holding.
"I Love you honey, I promise that i will love you forever"
i smile at him. Everything now is alright. No Bitch No Flirts but....
One week has passed.
"I'm sorry, I love you, Yes I love you but.... Now I love someone. I don't love you anymoe, Forget me and forget everything about us"
then he walk out. The things he said didn't sink-in my mind. I can't move, I can't speak, I was shock. I didn't expect that he will do that. After he say he loves me. I don't know what to do...
I wait, i wait him. Ang hoping that he will come back. But it's been three years. three years of waiting but....
someone tell me
"He's love is just a GAME, a DARE, a BET, he didn't love you as you love him" It's hit me. I never thougt that it's just a game..
I hate him. Yeah... i hate him for not telling me the truth.
But i also hate my self...
I Hate my self because...
I can feel that i still love him.... Yeah it's sound crazy but
I Know in my heart. That i still love him.
Can you blame me? Blame me for what i feel now?
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Piece of Me
RandomZelsEmyaj Pieces, compose of poems and declamations that I write whenever I'm lonely. hurt, or inspired.