Piece of Me

I still love you- Declaim

I stood up and wipe my tears. But suddenly this traitor tears fall again.

Why? Why i cry again? 

This is what i need..... To know the truth.... to know the reason why he leave me. 

Leave me without saying goodbye....

I can still remember how happy we are. Happy walking in a baywalk with our hands holding.

"I Love you honey, I promise that i will love you forever"

i smile at him. Everything now is alright. No Bitch No Flirts but....

One week has passed.

"I'm sorry, I love you, Yes I love you but.... Now I love someone. I don't love you anymoe, Forget me and forget everything about us"

then he walk out. The things he said didn't sink-in my mind. I can't move, I can't speak, I was shock. I didn't expect that he will do that. After he say he loves me. I don't know what to do...

I wait, i wait him. Ang hoping that he will come back. But it's been three years. three years of waiting but.... 

someone tell me

"He's love is just a GAME, a DARE, a BET, he didn't love you as you love him" It's hit me. I never thougt that it's just a game..

I hate him. Yeah... i hate him for not telling me the truth.

But i also hate my self...

I Hate my self because...

I can feel that i still love him.... Yeah it's sound crazy but

I Know in my heart. That i still love him. 

Can you blame me? Blame me for what i feel now?