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Chapter 5: Jimin

Yoongi had just fallen asleep and Jimin couldn't be more relieved. Every time he talked about his soul mate Jimin felt horrible. All he wanted to do was scream out that he was his soul mate and kiss him so hard both of their lips would be bruised.

But he couldn't. He wouldn't allow himself to do that. Why? Because he was so scared. He didn't want to be but he was and he fucking hated it. He hated making Yoongi feel that way.

Taehyung snapped Jimin out of his thoughts, "So what are you going to do about this?"

"What?" Jimin tried playing stupid.

"Jimin you know Damn well what I'm talking about. You need to do something. You have to tell him." Taehyung rarely got mad but seeing what was playing out before him he couldn't help but feel irritated at Jimin.

"I don't know Tae. I don't fucking know. I don't want to tell him. I don't want to end up like my parents. I don't want to fall in love. I don't want Yoongi to be hurt. I don't want him to be in this stupid hospital. I just- I just want to be alone. I just want to hold him. I- I want to kiss him and tell him I'll be with him every day until he gets out of here. I want to be able to see him every hour of every day. I just want to tell him but I can't." Jimin starts crying again, "I can't because I'm so scared. I'm scared to fall in love and I'm even more terrified because I feel as though I already have. I just- I just want him to be ok. I can't-"

Jimin was cut off with arms wrapping around his shoulders. Jin held him while whispering, "Jimin it's ok. It's ok. It's ok."

"I just don't know what to do. I-I want to tell him but I'm so scared."

"Jimin when it comes to the right time everything will work out. Just when that time does come, don't fight it." Jin told him.

Jimin was amazed how wise his friend seemed to be. He pulled away and wiped his eyes, "Thanks, Jin. Shouldn't you be going? You have a class at one don't you?"

"Yeah. I was going to stay here, though." Jin figured his teacher would understand.

"You know Yoongi would hate it if you missed your class for him. I'll stay. My art teacher told all my other teachers that I wouldn't be going to their classes. I also have friends in those classes who will give me the work. You go on ahead." Jimin wanted to be alone with Yoongi. Even if he was asleep it would still help him calm down.

Jin sighs, "You're right. I don't have anyone to give me the work either. Ok. I have to get going then. I need to change." Jin gives the two boys hugs before leaving.

"Jimin I'm sorry for getting upset at you before. I was just worked up. You're going through some shit right now. I shouldn't have made it worse." Taehyung felt guilty for making his friend cry.

"It's ok Tae. I understand where you are coming from. You should go too. Here," Jimin takes his keys out, "go home. But could you bring me my book bag from the car and emergency pencil case from the glove compartment?"

"Oh my god you fucking art whore. You have an emergency pencil case. What the hell Jimin?" Taehyung laughs.

"What I can't just bring all of my art stuff everywhere I go all the time."

"Ok. I'll be back in a few." Taehyung leaves and Jimin is alone with only a sleeping Yoongi.

He decides to pull the chair closer to the bed. He takes Yoongi's hand in his after he sits down. Bringing his hand up to his mouth Jimin kisses a small cut on one of his fingers.

After kissing it he brings his hand back down to the bed but doesn't let go. He starts brushing light circles on Yoongi's hand.

Taehyung would be gone for a few minutes and Jimin needed to get some stuff off of his chest Sighing he whispers, "You know how hard it is not to tell someone that you are their soul mate? It's extremely hard but a part of me thinks it's harder for me because it's you. I swear to god if it was anyone other than you, it would be so much easier. I feel like even if we weren't SM's I'd still somehow fall for you. As much as I hate to say it I think I am falling in love with you.