About Me And You (Editing)

Fourth Letter: It's Time

A.N.:

It is time for him to really know, so I wrote this and sent to him just right now by Facebook. I know it sounds cold, but I couldn't find any other way. So it's probably my first and last letter to him officially. Don't know if he will answer, so I guess I have to wait until school if we actually meet. Gosh, I don't know how to feel right now, I started crying when I was about to send ... now I just want to go to my bed and sleep until next week.

This song at side help me through this week, while I thought if I should tell him or not. It's beautiful.

It's all.

Kate

October 5, 2013

"Hey you've got to hide your love away

Hey you've got to hide your love away

How could I even try

I can never win

Hearing them, seeing them

In the state I'm in"

  Vincent,

  I know that all I'm going to tell you may seem awkward, sudden, not based in the truth and several other adjectives, but I'll go ahead.

  I like you.

  Actually, I do not know if those are the right words, but are the closest I could find. They are not my strong suit, and this was the best I could do. I'm not used to expressing myself that way. Even had thought to speak personally, but I could not overcome my shyness and opportunities presented themselves not the way I wanted. So, I write here, although I still consider a bit artificial.

  Still do not know why I feel this way, I mean, we almost never talked last year, worst in this, but something draws me to you make me feel like this .

  Sorry if I let you uncomfortable and you do not need to answer, I know how you feel if you think about Edmund, but I promised myself that I'd somehow tell you. And, in the time that remains, if we meet at school, I will try to treat you normally, but it's pretty much I avoid you if the shyness is stronger.

  And with that I conclude this awkward message.

  Kate