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The funeral....

Xavier's P.O.V

The car ride back home was a peaceful silence. It angered me to know that a person made my princess sad and upset, they will pay for doing that.

We were laying down in bed hugging each other. I needed to ask her what did the person had told her that made her so upset. " baby, do you wanna talk about what made you so upset?" I felt her tense up, she sat up and faced me. " remember when you heard a gunshot and I had k-i-l-l-e-d Israel...?" I nodded and she kept going " well his wife pay me a visit in Starbucks and threaten to kill everyone and last of the people I love, and I would watch everyone die infront of me. Including you..." Like I'm gonna let that happened " no one is dying Zoey, I won't let that happen. I'm never living you baby." She let a tear roll down her cheek "shhhh don't cry princess, I don't like it when you cry. It makes me upset" I kissed the tear that had roll down her cheek and hugged her. " I don't want to loose you Xavier, I dont want to loose anyone." I ran my hand up and down her back " you wont Zoey I promise you won't. Tell me what's her name" she pulled away " her name is Scarlett, Xavier they had two girls! I left does girls without a father! I wont ever forgive myself for doing that" she was crying, it did hurt to know that the two girls didn't have a father.

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Zoey's P.O.V

We were getting ready to attend to Ryan's funeral... I was wearing a skater skirt black dress with black combat boot heels, a bow to go with my dress which I placed it in my ponytail, and a black handbag.

I wasn't feeling so great, I had killed a person and I left two little girls without a dad and now I'm going to my good friend Ryan's funeral... And it pained me so much to see the two little girls too, knowing they won't have a dad to grow up with.

I walked downstairs and saw my hot boyfriend in a black tuxo. Damn why he gotta be looking so good!?

" you look amazing, beautiful." I smiled " you look hot my handsome boyfriend" he let out a chuckle. We walked out the house to his car.

We arrive at the cementary In 10 mins, not far. There a lot of good looking cars and a lot of guys with guns and not looking all too friendly. "Stay close to me and don't worry they wont shoot you" i nodded, the funeral hasnt even started and he hasn't arrived and i already feel like crying to death.

We walked up to a woman she looked like she was in her 27's young. She had two little girls in each side of her. They look alike maybe that's Ryan's wife and his two little twin daughters.

"Hi, Leah how are you?" Xavier greeted " I've been better, And who is this pretty lady you brought with you?" I blushed and gave her a smile " I'm Zoey" we shook hands "nice to meet you zoey" she gave me a small smile an do could tell she was in a lot of pain right now. I felt so sad for her and I couldn't help the tear that escaped my eye. " I'm really sorry Ryan had to leave so early. Im sorry" we pulled into a hug and we cried on each others shoulders.

We had gone to sit, we were next to Leah and her daughters. It was about to start, the car was pulling in.

Xavier stood up and went to help carry the casket to the front. He went to the podium and started to speak.

"Thank you for all being here today, I really appreciate it. You see, Ryan and I were quite polar opposites. He was the nicer one" a small smile pulls at his lips at the thought.

"Unfortunately, I couldn't save him, and his life was cut short. But the more I think of it, the more I realize that no matter how much of a short life he had, he made the most of it by being kind, considerate, helpful and generous person I know. I think we can all agree that he was the nicest person we could have ever met. He was a great friend, a brilliant father, a loving husband, and above all an amazing human being. He was just to good, so he couldn't stay."

You know that feeling you have in the back of your throat when you want to cry but you are holding it? Well I have that right now.

Xavier finished his speech and almost everyone here started crying, including me. He was such an amazing person, I miss him so much he was so nice to me and I think was the only person that talked to me from Xavier's gang. He shouldn't have died like this.

I stood there watching them place him below ground. His wife crying, the little girls too. Xavier was now coming towards me. "Shhh, its ok he is in a better place now" he said in a soothing voice and I couldn't control the sobs escaping my mouth. " he is... He was such an amazing person Xavier he shouldn't have died like this..." I feel so guilty now so lost so confused so scared....I could never watch Xavier being buried or my family they are just too important to me.