The Bad Ass: Nerd

2: It Was Just Not Meant To Be

When we have finally arived at the bon fire there was at lease 15 maybe 30 people there I wasn't really paying to much attetion.

I looked around for Mandy. When i found her I walked up to her with Lucas and Marcus right behind be. "Oh. Who's this chunk of hotness." Mandy exclaimed not even bothering with the normal 'hi' or 'hello' greeting. Typical Mandy. I looked behind me at Lucas who had a light shade of pink on his cheeks. Then i glanced over at Marcus who was shaking his head in disapproval.

Mandy was a little older then Marcus and I but she sure did sound our age when it came to boys. Her looks also make her look younger as well. Her shiney black waves high cheek bones small nose and grey eyes make her look about 17 instead of 21.

"His name is Lucas. He's new to our school. So be nice. Ok Man." Man's eyes widend in suprise when I mentioned that Luc was from school. She knew that I hated my school and all of who atteneds there- well beside Marcus and Lucas- so this was huge news. I just shook my head slightly, silently telling her not to press it. Which she granted but gave me a look informing me that I have to tell her later. Which I was already planning on.

"Well..... Hello there Lucas I'm Mandy. Chris's awesome girl best friend. Its really rare that ethier one of these guys brings anyone from school.... Actually your the first one!" After Man's rant she walked over to a cooler and grabed a beer and held it out to me. When I took it, I popped of the top with my house key and took a sip. It burned my throat, but it was refreshing.

I then realized that Lucas hasn't said a word since we arrived. "You ok Luc?" I asked starting to get worried. His gaze shot up from the ground to me in a matter of seconds. Well that was a fast respones. "Yeah, Im fine." He reasured me. I nodded and sat down on a log by the fire.

When Lucas sat down next to me, I turned my around to face him. "Do you mind telling be what has consumed your thoughts for the past half an hour?" He gave me a hard stare. "I dont know if its my place to ask you or even the right place either." Well if that wasn't confusing then I dont know is.

"What do you mean, dude?" Confusion evident all over myface. "It's just...I dont know.....I just feel like everything about you is just one big friggen secret." Lucas sighed. Silence took over us as I thought of a way to reply. " Well....I have to agree with you on that. I do have a lot of secrets." "May, I ask why?" "Well if I tell that then it would go into something, like really... personal? Yeah personal. And this might sound stupid but no one from school knows about my bad ass  life style, so me just telling you that is something so... yeah." He just stared at me with so much curiosity and confusion it almost scared me for what I know what will come up next. What I've been trying to hide for a long time.

"Why did you tell me though?" Oh! That was so... not the question I was expecting. "Well this might sound cheesy, but for some odd reason I have a feeling I could trust you. I dont know why, I just do." He nodded his head in understanding. "Okay...So why do you- Hey Chris!" He was cut short from someone who was heading in our direction. I was greatful for a split second that the "interrogation" was over, but that changed when I noticed who the voice belonged to.

My first date, my first boyfriend, first kiss, first love, first time. And first heartbreak- Ryan Jacobs.

"Hey Chris, hows it goin'." Is he serious?! After what he did he's gonna acted as if everythings okay. Which it isn't.

When I didn't answer back he gave me a disapproving look and said, "are you still upset about that. Come on Chris that was so... long ago. The past is in the past." "Bull Shit Ryan." That came out clamer then I thought it would.

I felt warm breath on my neck and the person wispered into my ear. "Follow my lead. Okay?" Holy crap I forgot that lucas was right next to me. "Ok." I whispered back.

Next thing I knew his arm was rapped around my waste. I jumped in surprise, but quickly recovered. "Is this guy bothering you, babe?" When Lucas called be babe I couldn't help but grin. "A little, but its nothing to worry bout."

When I looked back up at Ryan it took all of my strangth not to laugh my ass off. His face was all scrunched up from all the confusion. "You have a boyfriend?" "Whats it to yah?" Ryan shook his head as if he were to be erasing something from his mind, or something.

"Can I talk to you for a minute...Alone?" I looked up to Lucas for "approval" since we were still "role playing". "Go ahead." Lucas nodded towards Ryan. I stood up and realized we were holding hand. When did that happen? To add to the part, I reluctantly let go of his hand letting it drop, then crouched and kissed his cheek. But when I did I felt tingles spread out through my body, I just ignored it. Then I stood up and walked with Ryan to where ever he was walking to.

'Why am I doing this? Ryans an ass and im willingly going with him.' I asked myself. 'cause your a curious bitch, duh,' answered that dumb voice in my head. Why was it so mean to me?

When we finally stopped we were just at the edge of the clearing. "So....What is it?" I was starting to get bored and I REALLY just wanted to get this over with.

"Well um...uh..." Seeing him uncomfortable was quite amusing. "I'm not getting any older yah know." I exclaimed. "I know im sorry ok it just," he paused, then contintued. "I want to get back together." He said the fast but just slow enough that I could understand it. "Oh HELL no!" That was all I said before walking back to the fire.

"Wait!" I just kept on walking. But when he put his hands on my shoulders I stopped walking, turned around I slapped him. Hard. Once he recovered from the slap, he looked me dead in the eyes. "Do you know why I'm here?"

"WHY!?"

"For you."

"Well I sure as hell an't here for you."

"Come on give me a second chance."

"Why the hell would I do that! Like really Ryan. We had sex then you left! Literally right after we were done you left!" I was all but ripping his head of at this point . I was fuming. I guess you could say I was short tempered. But not the point.

"And to top that off. A week later I found out you did it with my best friends sister! So yeah I might have givin' you a second chance before but not now, not ever." The last part came of shaky but cold at the same time. With that I walked away, he didnt stop me this time. "IT WAS JUST NOT MEANT TO BE." I yelled not looking back, flipping him off.

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hello peoples!!!

Ok so this chapter NOT as long as I hoped it would be but my cousin is reading this and she reallllllly wanted me to update sooo yea

btw she has her own story y'all should check out "The Bad Boy Player And The Nerd" love you cuz

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