6: Realizing

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"No Marcus you dont get it!" I exclaimed. "What don't I get, he kissed you, and from the way your acting seems like you didnt want it to happen." Marcus stated. "Well thats not hundred percent true." I said quieter. "Then what is the hundred percent truth Chris!" He exclaimed, clearly getting frustrated with me. "I didnt want it to happen like that." I explained, the best I could at the moment. "Wait? So you wanted him to kiss you?" He asked clearly confused. "Well I gue-I dont know! But I do know when he kissed me, it just felt-Ugh!" He laughed at me, I glared at him.

"Babe, you clearly like him. You just to scared to admit it." Mandy said giving her two cents into the conversation. "No. I do not like him. I've only known him for, what three days.-" "It's called love at first sight for a reason." I heard Marcus say under his breath.  I threw one of the couch pillows at him. It hit him right in the face. Ha ha, surves him right! 

"Christiana Elizabeth Hogan, " Mandy started sternly. "Whats the real reason why you what admit it."  "I dont wanna boyfriend, nor do I need one right now. So, just drop it, okay!" I exclaimed, starting to get frustrated. "I don't like him like that, yeah I admit that he freakishly good looking but thats it!" I tried to sound stong but my voice cracked, love isn't a topic I wanna talk about, from now and until the day a die, and the only kind of love I'd be talking about would be loved ones,  like friends and family.

"Think what you wanna believe Chris, but you like him, more then you think, I can see it," Mandy said, real slowly as if the world around us would shatter into a million pieces. Then she turned to Marcus, "I gotta go, later babe." Then she kissed his cheek and left. What the hell...Seee thats what I was talking about! There so bipolar, god!  I gave Marcus the look -'the look' meaning 'Why are we talking about my confusing life instead of your own?' look.

"Oh, just shut up," Marcus exclaimed. He started making his way out of the living room, but I followed him. "I didnt say anything," I said in the same tone. "Well I'm goin to bed. Night Chris," he said leaving it at that and went to his room.

I went to my own room, alone, to drowned in my own thought.

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   Lucas's POV

Why did I have to kiss her?! Why?! Why?! 'But she did kiss back remember....' That stupid voice in my head told me. And yes I do remember that, thats the very part I remember actully...

But now shes gonna know I like her. Damn I said it again! Yes I like her, a lot, I dont care if I've only known her for three days. Everything about her, keeps me going. Every new thing I learn about her makes me more and more interested.

Even though, I still shouldn't of kissed her....tomorrow sure will be awkward.

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Christianas POV

I layed in bed thinking about my previous conversation with both my best friends, and slowly pulled the pieces together.

I realised, I haven't been thinking much about my problems, but of him; Lucas. Then knowtest, I've told him, in the matter of three days, my deepest darkest secrets, the full truth, not that stuff I've told Marcus or Mandy. But the truth. I've revealed my other side that no one at school knows besides Marcus. And when we kissed less then two hours ago, I felt sparks, and when it ended, it left me wanting more.

I didn't just like Lucas. I was falling for him, hard.

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YELLO PEOPLE!!!

Short but sweet  just like me...even though 5'1 for my age an't dat bad.

sorry fo the late update writers block sucks!!

Hope you guys like this book so far....

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