Phan Shots

One Shot 3

Dan's POV ((2009-2010))

I just don't know what to think of it anymore. Maybe I'm crazy or maybe it's just my heart. Just because you've slept with someone a few times and enjoy their company very much, doesn't mean you, like, like them. I mean, I'm a guy, and he's a guy. It doesn't mean anything does it? I mean if it did mean something I guess I would be okay with it..?? No. Yes. Maybe. No freaking homo though.

I think all this while lying on my floor at my university flat. I have met a guy called Phil Lester and he has changed my world. I have started YouTube because of him, started to go outside more, started to except myself and everything. I thought we were growing really close, maybe more then friends. No, no, we were just really close and now I don't know.

Maybe I'm pushing him away..??

We met about a year ago and now I think we are talking about living together. That would be great but I don't anything to be to weird or awkward. Eh, but if I can't have him then I will as close as I can be.
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2011

I feel that I've got this under sorts now. Me and Phil have agreed that it was just a fling thing. Hormones and nothing else. We are now living together and it's really great.
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2012

What was I even thinking..?! I don't know anymore! He was just a fling. Like I can still stare at him though and I enjoy every glance I get.
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2013

Okay, so Phil asked me out and I said 'yes' of course. I mean what's the worst that could happen? A subscriber see us? I feel like I trust them enough to keep our secret.

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So, it's nearing the end of the year and me and Phil have been getting pretty serous, but we decided to keep this to ourselves for now. I guess we just feel that some people wouldn't except it or see only that. None the less our subscribers would be going crazy and some would only want videos of us together, not to mention the new subscribers we would get for just being a YouTube couple. We both want our content to be the reason we get subscribers alone.
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2014

I guess you could say it now. I'm in love with Phil Lester.
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2015

Me and Phil have now done so much together I can't believe I am with him. *smiles to self* He's just so charming, and beautiful, and just mine. I don't think I could ever love somebody more than him. We have done so much together now. A radio show, a book, and the start of a tour that we are continuing next year! If only we could share it with the world.
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2016

I guess we'll just have to wait and see what's all add up to in the end....
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I feel like I had some very strong opinions in their. I'm sorry if I offended anyone in anyway, but they are JUST opinions so yeah. I hope you enjoyed. Loves <3 <3