Phan Shots

One Shot 5

((Dans POV))

It was the Friday before Christmas, so that meant Phil and I where going to a Christmas party that we were invited to every year. I had gotten dressed and ready when Phil walked into my room.

"Are you ready?" he asked smiling

"Yeah, just five more minutes." I said while going to go find some shoes, but Phil stopped me. I gave him a confused look, but then he buttoned my top button of my shirt that I must have missed.

"That's better." he said and looked up at me.

"Thanks." I pecked him on the lips before getting my shoes.

Later that night, we arrived at the party and went straight to the food, like we normally do. The only thing I hated about parties, with other YouTubers especially, is that I can't be affectionate with Phil because you never know who is filming. I mean it's the same in public, but I feel that it's sometimes harder at parties because people are drunk and don't think as much. Not to mention all of the other couples here, it makes me kinda sad.

"Hey, Dan you okay?" I snap out of my thoughts with Phil's voice.

"Yeah, sorry. Was just thinking for a second."

"Oh no! Not and existential crisis-" he sounded worried.

"No just-" but before I could explain our friend Casper Lee comes over,

"Well if you're already dazing off like that maybe you shouldn't have much to drink." he says with a laugh. We do a little hello conversation before actually saying anything.

"So who all is here?" Phil asks

"Well, I've seen Joe, Oil, Jim and Tanya. That's all I've seen,but I heard there will be more." Casper says. Phil carries on the conversation, but I just nod unable to think, because I don't know what it was, but it was all just getting to me this year.

"Well I'll see you guys around." Casper says before he walks away to go do his usual party thing. I just turned back to the food and didn't notice the concern look I was getting from Phil.

We carried on at the party and Phil did most of the socializing this year, while I mostly tasted the drinks and food they had available. I talk to a few people here and their, but nothing like I usually do. Phil near the end could see how I wasn't in the mood and came to sit with me and just talked to people who came by.

After being their for a good two or three and a half hours I was slightly intoxicated, or to Phil I was a bit more than that. So, Phil said he was ready to go when I could tell he just knew I was ready to leave. We said our goodbyes and went home.

When we got home he helped me into our flat and set me down on the sofa. He sat next to me and caught his breath back from helping me up all of the stairs.

"Are you sleeping in your room tonight?" he asks when he finally catches his breath, I nodded. We slept in separate rooms at the beginning because we still didn't feel conformable sleeping together, now we do it only when we have early or late medians, so we don't wake the other up. Plus if one doesn't feel well or if we fight, which is very rare. Other than that we usually sleep together.

He helped me to my room and help me get undressed and ready for bed. By that time I was less drunk and he could tell I was getting more sober, so he could tell that he could ask me something and it makes more sense.

"What the hell happened at the party?" he asked with concern in his eyes. "You were so excited when you were getting ready and even in the cab there. What happened?" I sighed before explaining

"I don't know, I just wanted to be like all of the other couples there for once. You know? Hold hands, kiss, say things, and even dance badly, but not care because you care about the other person more." Phil then laid next to me and kissed my forehead while I curled into him.

"Baby, it's okay. One day we will be able to do that." he said now holding me close.

"But when?" I said as it muffled because my face was now in his chest.

"How sober are you?" Phil asks looking down at me.

"What do you mean?" I ask peeking my head up from his neck.

"Can you stand?" I nod and he stands up getting out his phone.

"What are you doing?" I say and then I heard Toxic starting to play from his phone. He reaches out his hand and I take it getting out of bed. We begin to dance in my room, him spinning me and me spinning him. We laughed a bit and the song ended, but we were still close together now just swaying. We just let his phone continue on shuffle and enjoyed this moment.

"I can't believe you picked that song." I chuckled a bit.

"It got you up didn't it?" I could hear him smiling through the words he spoke.

"Yeah, I guess you're right."

"Besides, I have no clue what couples dance to." We both laughed, and carried on dancing pretty badly, but had a great time. At the of the night we slept in the same bed to say the least.

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