"Baby can you please just let me explain" Jongin pleads with teary eyes.He is at Baekhyun's house after putting on more decent clothes.Currently knocking on the door but his boyfriend (he still considering Baekhyun as his) not opening it.
"Jongin just leave him alone for now" Mrs.Byun says but Jongin did not listen on her and carry on knocking and begging to Baekhyun.
"please!!" Jongin begs.
The door knob clicks and opens ajar.Puffy and swell eyes appears in between the slightly open door.
"baby" Jongin coos with pleading eyes.Baekhyun stares in distress unsure on what he is going to do.He opens the door fully and Mrs.Byun stares at her son with worried eyes.
"I told you dont call me that" He says, eyes blank and lips pursed.Jongin stares guiltily.Baekhyun is an angel.He is really a good and very kind person plus innocent thats why Jongin fell fo him.He does not like the other students he met.They are mostly bitchy and very obnoxious just like a normal teenager.
"I dont want to hear your explanations now.I just wanted to be alone and forget what happened ... what I saw a while a ago" he breathes sharply, looking down on his bare foot.Jongin watch him not knowing what is the next step he will take or what other persuading words he will utter to make his (ex)boyfriend give him permission to explain everything.
"Baek.." Baekhyun heard Jongin whispered with pleading tone before he slowly closes the door.
"Jongin .. can you tell me what happened why my Baekie is crying?" comes Mrs.Byung voice behind the tanned male.
"It was .. I .. " he stutters, not having a courage to tell the truth. "I'll just go home auntie" he barely whispers before walkong down stairs and steps out the house.
Once he is outside he take a lokk on Baekhyun's window in his bedroom.He saw a paired of browns eyes peering between the curtain.They make a milisecond of eye contact before those eyes disppears and the whole window was closed by the blue curtains.
Sighing he walks slowly away from the house, both hands in his pocket in jeans and head lowered.Tears prickling down his cheeks.Those salty droplets of water means guilty and regrets but he apparently knew that those tears are not enough compare on how Baekhyun's face and eyes screams pain and betrayal.
He chuckles at himself once he thought how stupid and shame he was.If he did not want to hurt Baekhyun in the first place he shouldnt been acting like that.He dont let his hormones and libido control or manipulated him.
He stops in his steps once he remember something.His bestfriend would be in the same boat as him if Baekhyun will tell to Chanyeol.This is both their faults but mainly him.If he did not hooked up again with his bestfriend (for the last time) he wouldnt be in this situation.Ge must be in comfort of his bed sleeping and pounding head will be his only problem.To admit he has a hang over but now he did not minding about his headache focusing more on his freshly broken relationship.The realtionship he took care of for nearly a year.
One more thing he thought about was his uncle, Chanyeol's father.Yes, Chanyeol is his cousin but the taller hasnt an idea about it.Chanyeol is just adopted child of his uncle, Park Jeon Bi but again the taller hasnt an idea about it, Kyungsoo too.Their fathers are business father, running a merged company. Thats why when really Kyungsoo but the smaller having a date with his adopted cousin he call his father.He tell that Chanyeol would be there in their big meeting that night because he is the heir of his father's position.Light reason but his father agreed and call his brother to call Chanyeol and meet him thats why he had the way to Kyungsoo. Though Chanyeol was adopted child he is treated like a biological one. His uncle never try his adopted son to felt like he is just a sort of adopted and he loves him dearly.So Jongin is sure that if he will know what happed he will be in deeper shit not just by his uncle and but by his own father too.Of course he will be very upset knowing his son caude a pain in other people and make a mistake.Sooner or later he can feel it will happen.He really need to prepare his self now.Being shattered and ripped will not be excuse.
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Knocks echoes around The Do's huge house, loudly echoing through walls.Kyungsoo sits along the huge sofa, legs pressed against his chest while head buried between the kneecaps.
"coming" he effortly shouts, voice hoarse and throat sore.Swallowing a lump of emotions before walking to the door and grab the fancy doorknob.A distressed Chanyeol appears in the opened door, eyes swolen and bloodshot.
"C-chanyeol" Kyungsoo whispers.Chanyeol looks horrible well more horrible on Kyungsoo.Eyes swolen and tip of the nose from sniffling.
"Youre such a trash!" The tall male yells, tears streaming down his face.Kyung stares blankly.His guilty eating him slowly and painfully.Torning him piece by piece before chewed by a sharp tips of a teeth.He deserve this, to be called a trash, a disgusting thing and a dirt that no one will wanted to be attached by.
"I ... I-Im-" he stutters by cutted of rudelt by his boyfriend.
"What ?!! you are sorry ?!! You didnt mean to fuck with your fucking bestfriend?!!" Chanyeol yells in one breath. His fist clenched in anger, lips set in thin line.
"So I am right in my suspicions at that restroom in that fucking restaurant?!" Kyungsoo shakes in fear as his tall boyfriend shouts in anger.
"am I right ?!!" the smaller in front of him who is crying, slowly nod his head in embarassment.
"God Kyungsoo !! are you that desperate ?!" He says, head thrown back while hands wash his face.The small male stare blankly at floor below him, tears stream down to his cheeks before dropping and landing on the floor.
"After all you will do this to me ?! for what to thank me ? is this your way to thank people ?!! to hurt them ?!" He asks, voice becoming hoarse from yelling and crying.Kyungsoo keep on staring the floor, wanting to dig himself at the ground.
"How could you do this to me? all I did is to love you ! I keep my hands and eyes in anyone and here you are doing shame things behind my back ?" he pushes Kyungsoo by its chest causing it to stumble backward.
"we're done .. obviously .. I would be so stupid .. well mote stupid after after all you did .. if I forgive you" Chanyeol sadly laughs.
Kyungsoo kept on silence not trying to uttered a single syllable.Mind whirling on emotions amd thoughts.
This is how it suppose to end.Kyungsoo knows it from the time he let his bestfriend touch him.He deserve more harsh words from his boyfriend. Now, he just felt guilty because of what he did at the same relief. Relief because he can finally free again and not thinking about how he is going to end his relationship with Chanyeol.He will feel alone again, well this is their consequence of being incest.He will be finally alone but free and Jongin too knowing the same outcome he has too.But something bothers inside him, will Jongin accept him once he confess? he will try.
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Short and isnt eventful or detailed its just im really tired and im doing my school works, my part time job at the same time doing some community service for my scholarship so I am so tired by the end of the day.I am really sorry.This book will end soon .. and i'll do my best though this book is a trash XD
anyway .. thanks for reading and sorry for the errors :)
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Lust Over Love
FanfictionHaving a hot,cute and kind boyfriend is what Kyungsoo and Jongin has and wanted, but having a nerdy one is what they didnt wish to have because though they are hot they can't have sex or f*ck with them.So in order to fulfill their needs and to get o...
