Lust Over Love

Chapter Fifteen

   Jongin and Baekhyun walks through the hallway side by side while wearing awkward smiles.Their hands aren't tangled on each other though it was obvious that they want to. But its weird knowing they just got broken up  a week ago by reason that cause Baekhyun's heart to crash.
"I heard Chanyeol tranferred to other school" Baekhyun pipes up, looking over his boyfriend.
   "yeah .." Jongin agrees, sighing while thinking about his bestfriend. He really feels guilty about Kyungsoo knowing of wgat he said and he did a week ago.
   "I saw Kyungsoo this morning .. he looks terrible .. I feel sorry for him .. but Chanyeol should know about .. I try to call Chnyeol again but He wasn't reponding .. may be he changed his phone number" Baekhyun states with pityful tone.
   "Sehun said he is fine ?" Jongin asks unbelievably.He was sure he heard from his bestfriend that Kyungsoo is fine actually better than he shouldn't be.
   "His eyes were swollen red, must of been crying. He became thinner too" Baekhyun sighs. Though he blame Kyungsoo for touching his boyfriend causing them to break-up. He knows they were just drunk and their minds are not functioning right.
     "there he is" Jongin says, pointing at his bestfriend. His boyfriend walks up unhesitantly towards to Kyungsoo's way. His eyes widen at his boyfriend action and shudders at a thought of what Baekhyun might do to Kyungsoo and as to how Kyungsoo would react knowing nothing about what is happening. To admit felt too ashamed to face Kyungsoo putting him in situation he doesnt know and blame him for doing exactly opposite of what happened, well thats what he thought. He slowly followed his boyfriend who is now calling kyungsoo.
    "Soo .." Baekhyun coos, eyes full of pity at Kyungsoo. The said male looks up, eyes becoming wide at the sight of the couple. Jongin toeing the floor too embarassed to look up at his bestfriend who is eyeing him with disappointed and betrayed look.
    "w-what?" Kyungsoo croaks, tears start to build up in his eyes at the sight of the happy couple. Jongin finally looks up meeting his bestfriend's stare and thats when he realize Kyungsoo knew about what he said to Baekhyun because he can see that Kyungsoo's eyes screams it.
    "are you okay?" Baekhyun asks voice with full of concern and try to hold the smaller's shoulder but Kyungsoo pulls away immediately.
     "im fine .. y-you two b-back to-together?" he asks though he know the answers. Jongin watches him intently from behind and he knew he was lying, its clearly obvious.
     "yes" Baekhyun beams, voice too happy for Kyungsoo's liking. "Look Soo .. I know what happen .. but I forgive you .." Baekhyun continues and Kyungsoo's heart sinks in his stomach.This is not right, definetely wrong. Baekhyun's mouth opens again to continue speaking but Jongin beat him to it.
     "lets go baby .. were going to be late" Jongin says interrupting the two from their conversation. Baekhyun give Kyungsoo a small wave and start to walk with his boyfriend much to his protest.
      Kyungsoo looks blankily at the spot where his bestfriend and its boyfriend left while his eyes continiously producing tears. Why is this heppening to him? Is this all to pay bacl of what he did to Chanyeol? for being selfish? but why is he the only one suffering? Jongin must be too, but no, his bestfriend left him behind by himself, such a great bestfriend.

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    Kyungsoo sits at the cafeteria alone looking at the untouched sandfwich in front of him. Luhan and Sehun is absent because Luhan is sick and Sehun took care of him, sweet Kyungsoo thinks. He is not hungry, actually he doesnt know why he is here he wanted to be left in there classroom but Jongin is there finishing their previous activity and he dont to be left alone with his ex-bestfriend, ( he decided to call him that after thinking of what he did ) so he decided to sit here alone.
    "so you're telling us that Kyungsoo flirt Jongin and touch him" comes Minseok's (Baekhyun's bestfriend) voice from behind. Kyungsoo didnt look at his back knowing already and surely that its them.
    "yeah .. Jongin tried to protest but Kyungsoo started touching him he was too drunk so he gave in" Baekhyun says with sad tone while his bestfriend gasps. He kniws that Lay is there too and he can recognize its voice.
    "what a whore" Yixing sighs while patting Baekhyun's back for comfort.
    "I cant believe Kyungsoo can do that, I trust him but when I saw them it all broke down and I wont blame Jongin though if he gave in that easily but .." Baelhyun says but cut off not having an idea what would be the right next words.
    "Yah Baek .. I know what you mean .. Jongin said he will wait for you ti be ready .. maybe you were right he is just too drunk so he doesnt know what is happening thats why .. just dont rush yourself because of this. Jongin loves you so much he will wait for you" Kyungsoo hears Minseok says to Baekhyun.
     "but Im ready .." he hear Baekhyun says quietly, making him shiver and its bestfriends gasps.
     "why dont you tell Jongin?" Lay asks. Kyungsoo shivers in nervousness and swallows down a lump of emotion.
     "Im just shy but Im planning to tell him this day or next few days if open up that topic" Baekhyun states face blooming bright red at embarassment.
     The first tear tear roll down in Kyungsoo's cheeks. Pain filling his brain and his heart clenching in anger. He thought this will be the worst consequence he will face on cheating on Chanyeol and hurting Baekhyun.
     He stands up quietly not wanting to gain the attention of three bestfriends before walking out of the cafeteria. He succeed on the way out and he started running back to the form room. There are few students now and he catch a glimpse of Jongin still working on a book. He grab his bag and runs out of the form room and school ignoring the weird stares that thrown on hima nd the guard shouting at him that school has not ended yet. This is too much pain and couldnt careless to anyone else now. He wanted to shut the world behind him becuase he dont want to see and hear others faces and voice on telling how horrible person he is, because Kyungsoo is tired he just want to be happy but that is clearly impossible right now.

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finally I updated ! Ive been very busy this last two weeks because of works and exams and I usually ended exhausted.
anyway I know guys youre bored on this book and I can feel it but I wont blame you though this is really a boring story and confusing too and there are only few chapters left and Ill start the 'Our fate' which I already have drafts to publish XD.
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