The Love Of My Life

never say goodbye

ok i can do this no matter what i will do this it can't be that hard talking in front of 89 people. 89 people who all seemed to know J.P. better than i did. my phone buzzed in my bag and i bent down to get it.

unknown:

i know what happened in that Alley way. you pack quite a punch.i still have quite a bruise. by the way i'm always watching you.

my breath hitches and i feel the car coming in on me. i feel a tap on my shoulder and my head snaps up to meet Jacobs worried eye's.

"you ok?" he asked his tone laced with worry. he almost seemed caring. i look at Lani and she probably had the same facial expression on as me.

ME:

did you get that message!

Lani:

Yeah who do you think it was from?!?!?

me:

i don't know! but he... she...it said it was always watching! who the heck says that any more! that's like so 1950!!

Lani:

like 2010 not 1950 seriously get your decades right man!! it's sad we're friends you know with me being so smart and you being so...so...special:)

Me:

how rude!!!!! special is a term used for people who are...are...are..never-mind!

after my last text we looked at each other and broke out in giggling fit. all the guys look at us like were crazy. witch makes us full out laugh.my phone buzzed again so i picked it up.

unknown:

laugh now ladies but i will see you soon and you won't get away as easily.

Me:

who is this and where do you get the nerve to say we'll get what we deserve when i just lost the man i love!! watch you're back because i will find you and make you pay. screw you!!

i hit the send button and instantly regretted it but when a notification said failed to send i took a deep breath and relaxed in the seat.

"you ok you looked really mad at who ever you we're just texting. what did them say?"

"oh.....ah.....nothing some creep had the wrong number and was saying some pretty nasty crap so i let him know that he had the wrong number and that if he ever spoke to a women like that again i would find him and beat the crap out of him." i shrug in my head i was giving myself an award for the performance i just put on. i could see the look on here face she got the same text. what are we going to do.

Lani:

what are we going to do?!?!? i'm really scared!

me:

i don't know but it's going to be ok i know your scared but so am i i just know we will find out who this and when we do they will pay but until then don't tell anyone we don't what they'll do. so no tell Jared!

she smiled when she read it but sadly Jared saw his name.

"you two talking about me... let's see." he snatched her phone out of her hands and read it a grim expression came over his face."why are you two scared?!?"

"um... i...um don't do good talking in front of people and the last time i did i had an anxiety attack and only J.P. can calm me down...and when i have anxiety attacks i scare Lani so much that she has one." i say staring at the ground trying to look ashamed but i thought it wasn't working until Jared put his arm around me.