Chapter 3
Patrick's POV
I am such an idiot. I totally rejected Pete today, he asked me to be his boyfriend and I said no just because I'm so scared of people at school finding out about us. Sometimes I forget completely and it doesn't bother me and I just hold Pete's hand and touch him and its fine...but then I remember. The bullies. They already pick on me for the way I look and the way I act and because I'm smart or 'a nerd' as they say, I don't want to add anything else to the list of things to hate me for. And then there's my parents. Sneaking around to see pete wasn't sustainable anyway, maybe it's best that we part...
But NO!! I love Pete! He's my everything, it's magical every time we kiss I can barely stab it. And he's so loving and caring and lovely, but at the same time he's smoking hot and sexy. We can hold hands and cuddle and eat pizza and watch movies but then we can also have rough sex. Not that we've done any of those things. I'm just saying we could. All we do is make out. We don't do boyfriend things like cuddle and stuff an we don't do friends with benefits stuff like have sex. I don't even know what we are. Make out buddies. Ugh, that sounds so shallow and vapid. I do want to be his boyfriend but I'm so conflicted, what if everyone finds out? I'm such a wimp, I need to man up and just date Pete and forget about the possible consequences. Yeah! I'll do that. Crazy wild child Patrick was taking over my brain. I impulsively grabbed my phone and dialled Pete's number. It rang for a little bit before he picked up.
"Hello?"
"Hi...it's me...Patrick. I just called to say I love you and I want to be your boyfriend,"
It was silent.
"Pete? Are you there?"
"Is this some kind of joke?"
"What, no! It's true. I wanna spend every second with you, you're the love of my life. I love you Pete...and we should fuck some time,"
"Ok who are you and what have you done with Patrick?"
I giggled. He's kinda right though, who am I? I get like this sometimes, really impulsive and jumpy and I just say and do things without thinking. It's kind of fun though :)
"It's me! It's Patrick, I was just thinking fuck what everybody thinks, lets just be together,"
...
"Pete?" He wasn't saying anything.
"I...I love you too, Patrick," :D "and yeah you should forget what people think, it's about us and our happiness. I love you Pat,"
"I love you!" I yelled down the phone.
"Ugh, I wanna kiss you get over here...can you come over?" Pete asked.
well my parents arent home but they should be back soon. But who's cares!! I'm 17, I can go out if I want it's not like it's 3am.
"Yeah! I'll be right there Pete!"
"Are you sure you're ok?"
"I'm fine, Pete! I'll be right there," I hung up the phone, grabbed my jacket and fedora, and ran out of my house
Pete's POV
The doorbell rang. I checked myself in my bedroom mirror. I smiled. I looked good. I flipped my hair to ensure that tousled, casual look before I motored down the stairs to the front door. I slowly opened it. Patrick was standing there grinning at me in his cute hat.
"PETE!" He yelled, throwing his arms around my neck, almost toppling us both over. Is he drunk?
"Hi Patrick,"
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Kiss and Don't Tell (Peterick Fanficition)
FanfictionPatrick is caught between his love for Pete and keeping their relationship from his parents and the bullies at school