Will You Still Be There? -Cashby-

Chapter 5

A/n: Sorry for the late updates, I blame SAO... Doctor who... Deathnote... The internet... and constant procrastination

"This would be so cute!" Austin yelled and held up a small striped sweater that read 'My mommy rocks!' along with some small grey sweatpants.

"Throw it in the basket" I sighed as he ran over to the cart and placed the clothes next to all the other ones he's picked out with Jason's approval.

"I think this should be fine" I looked over all the clothes, most had a cute little saying like 'the snuggle is real' or his personal favorite 'Ah good sir I seem to have shat my pantaloons'

"You're going to have the best dressed child in the entire world!" Austin yelled, lifting Jason out of the basket seat and spinning him in the air. Jason giggled so hard his face turned red by the time Austin had finished spinning and tossing him in the air.

"Austie" Jason giggled and grabbed Austin's hair.

"Hm?" Austin hummed and sat Jason on his hip.

"You almost drop me"

"I wouldn't" He smiled and kissed Jason's forehead

"Das what Mommy said" Jason poked Austin's chest with a serious look on his face.

"Your mommy dropped you?" Austin's mouth fell open as he looked over at me in surprise

"You drop a child one time..." I muttered and started pushing the cart to the front of the store.

"When did you drop him?" He giggled and followed

"I told him I'd catch him when he jumped off the swings, then a dog ran under my feet so I looked down and didn't catch him"

Austin went into a fit of giggles as we were checking out, making the cashier look at him with concerned eyes.

"It's not that funny" I sighed as we got to the car, he was still laughing away.

"Ya Austie, not funny my bottom hurt after dat" Jason pouted and crossed his arms.

"I'm sorry" He said when he'd calmed down "That's hilarious"

"No it not" Jason sighed as I buckled him in the car seat. I kissed his forehead before walking around to get in the passengers seat. He continued pouting until we pulled in the driveway. Austin told me to get the bags while he grabbed Jason. I nodded and carried the few bags in while he was unbuckling Jason, I could faintly hear them talking.

"I'm sorry Jason" Austin said as he picked Him up. Jason was quiet for a while before replying

"It otay Austie." I smiled and went up to Austin's room to set the bags on the bed before heading back down to the living room where the boys were.

"We be wif you forever Austie?" I heard Jason's little voice asking hopefully, I sighed and leaned against the wall, listening around the corner.

"As long as your mommy wants to" I could imagine Austin shrugging

"He don't"

"How do you know?"

"He say he didn't want to because we're a burned" I smiled as Jason struggled with the word 'burden'

"Burden?" Austin corrected him.

"Burneden.." Jason tried but huffed when he didn't get it right.

"It's okay bud, you can stay as long as you want." Austin laughed

"Forever and ever" Jason sighed. I only came around the corner when I was sure they were done talking. Jason was laying on Austin's chest while he hummed quietly to my child, combing his tattooed fingers through Jason's red hair.