Better Than I Know Myself (BENNY RODRIGUEZ) EDITING IN ACTION

~12~

Next Day

Benny POV

After Vanessa sang for us. Yesterday , Vanessa show us the songs she wrote for us.but I couldn't think of anything else but the song.I know that I needed to tell her my feelings fast. I could have lost her yesterday when she kissed Julio. I been wanting to tell her but everything is the right time. I have a lot of things going on in my head.Mostly how to ask Vanessa out.I could sing to her in Spanish.Give her a roses and ask her.i don't know. I'm close to calling Julio and asking for his adivce. I'm that helpless. Anyways I'm walking towards the sandlot and I can heard the boys complain about that how hot it is.

"Let me guess it's too hot"I said

"I'm sweating like a pig Benny"Ham said

"Guys come on just today"I beg

"Guys I think we can survive today and if you think it's too much then rest for a while. Then come back."Vanessa said siding with me

"Fine but if I pass out then you have to carry me home" Ham said

"Deal"Both me and Vanessa said

"Let's play some ball" I yell

We all play ball and some times the boys will rest and stay sitting for 30 minutes and then come back.I really need this because everything that happening in ours life. I need something to take those thing out of my mind.When it's started to get dark. We stopped and went back home.Im got try and write a song for Vanessa but I don't have a idea what to said.

I see that Vanessa some times she would think it's her that she can't real love wait I got it. But with Julio wasn't exactly love more first love. So she can't exactly want some thing that she never had wait I got it

Much as you blame yourself
You can't be blamed for the way that you feel
Had no example of a love
That was even remotely real
How can you understand something that you never had
If you let me I can help you out with all of that

Okay that wasn't that hard it's just I wish I could show her but I don't know how.i never had a girlfriend and she puts this front that nothing can hurt but I see her hurt.

Let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself.
Let me love you
I know your trouble
Don't be afraid, oh, I can help

Let me love you
And I will love you
Until you learn to love yourself.
Let me love you
A heart of numbness
Gets brought to life
I'll take you there

I could see the real Vanessa Bagans. I know that she used to keeping her real feelings and holds it inside because she once told me that when she used to be young she was told that she was a warrior . She was always told by every one that she was her dad warrior and for her. True warriors don't show when they are hurt. But I always told her that for once let some one else be her warrior and that some one will be me.

I can see the pain behind your eyes
It's been there for quite awhile
I just wanna be the one to remind you what it is to smile
I would like to show you what true love can really do

Ehh I'm too lazy and I can just repeat the verse again.

I'm got go to sleep.

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Sorry it's short I'm having writer block Guys

13 and 14 are got be short sorry but I promise that the 15 got be real good