Fragile Promises, Indestructible Lies [DISCONTINUED]

What Does This Make Us?

Jayy's POV;

"Dahvie what the fuck?" I asked, I leaned down to touch him... He flinched away, "NO! FUCKING STOP!" I screamed, "Dahvie! What happened?!" I screamed, worried about him. After fighting him for a while I had him pinned beneath me and I finally got his shirt up to expose his stomach.... What I saw created anger that burned bright within me. "WHAT THE FUCK?! WHAT THE FUCK MAN?!" I screamed, covering my face with my hands. "Jayy please!" Dahvie said frantic, "NO! NO, DAHVIE! YOU FUCKING PROMISED!" I screamed, "You promised me... Dahvie... You promised no more." I said looking into his eyes with tears in mine. "Jayy... I-I never meant to hurt you." I say, "Well you fucking did!" I cried. "Jayy...." Dahvie whispered, "I-I can't r-right now D-Dahvie... I-I just-.... I can't...." I say getting up off of him and running into my room, slamming the door shut.
As I sat on the bed I looked back to see Brandon was here too, "Awww baby, come here." He said opening his arms to me, I sniffled and nodded, crawling into his lap. I sat there, one leg on either side of him as my arms were wrapped around his neck. He kissed the top of my head and I knew he loved me. "I love you, Brandonbear." I said looking up to him, "I love you too, Jayybear." He said smiling as he kissed me sweetly on the lips.... I don't want to talk about what happened next. I really really don't.

My legs were bent at the knees, my wrists were tied to my ankles, I was completely naked, and on my stomach. The ball gag that was once in my mouth was now hanging around my neck. Brandon had left me like this, he told me goodbye as he left for his business trip. I'm just glad he took the ball gag out of my mouth. I sobbed quietly as I felt used, abused, and lonely... It's so fucking cold. That bastard... That bastard, I love him. I just couldn't stop crying... "Goddamnit." I whimpered quietly between cries and sniffles.

Dahvie's POV;

I woke up and heard muffled crying, so I went to the source... When I made it I found myself at Jayy's bedroom door, I swear if he's in there with Jayy making him cry I'll kill him. When I opened the door, I saw Jayy naked on his stomach, his legs bent at the knees, his wrists tied to his ankles. There was a ball gag hanging around his neck. "Jayy? Jayy are you okay?" I asked running around to see his face... But when I asked him if he was okay he just cried more. I sighed and untied him, as soon as he was untied he took the ball gag from around his neck and flung it at the wall. Then he brought his knees up to his chest, "Goddamnit." Jayy cried into his knees, "Goddamnit it all." He cried, "Jayy... Please don't tell me he did this... Don't tell me he raped you." I say, holding his face in my hands as he looks at me and I look back. Jayy just cried harder then nodded, "I-It's not t-the first t-time." He stuttered, sobbing harder.
I pulled him into my arms and against my chest, "Jayy, it's not gonna be okay." I say, "Goddamnit Jayy! You can't stay with him!" I added, "B-but I love him." He stuttered, "Jayy, if he loved you back he wouldn't do this to you." I say. "Dahvie." He said looking up at me, "Yea?" I responded looking down at him, "Hold me closer." He said, "... You make me feel safe." He added. "Ya know Dahvie, it's kinda funny." He said, "What do you mean?" I asked, "It should be me hurting myself, not you." He said, "Huh...." I said quietly, "Guess you're just stronger." I say shrugging. "Guess so." He said. "Hey Dahvie." Jayy said, "Yeah?" I responded, "Did you really miss me?" He asked, "More than you'll ever know." I say smiling at him.

"Hey Dahvs."
"What?"
"Kiss me like you used to, back when everything was alright."

       I leaned in slowly... Dahvie, you know this is wrong. Who the hell cares?! I grabbed Jayy by the back of his neck and pulled him in for a kiss. Jayy moaned happily against my lips and I could feel him smiling. Jayy happily grasped the side of my face with both of his hands... But we were broken up by a small girly voice, "Jayyjayy, when are you gonna take me back home?" Jayy pushed me away from him and I fell off the bed, "Wow thanks, I feel loved." I said grouchy, "U-hum... Megan... Hi... Uh..." He stuttered awkwardly. "Were you going to do the nasty with Dahvikins?" She asked, "Hey, what do you know about doing the nasty?!" I questioned, "My mom's a whore." She said shrugging, "Fair enough." I responded. "Megan... What would happen to you if I left your dad?" Jayy asked, "I dunno really... Right now my aunt and uncle are trying to get custody over me because they have evidence of my parents being terrible people." She said.
"Alright well go pack your stuff and I'll drive you home." He said, "Okay." She said scurrying off to her room. "Reeeeaaaaallll smooth." I say while getting up off the floor, "I know how to make it seem like I wasn't making out with my best friend, I'll just push him off the bed! Brilliant!" I mocked, "Oh shut up, you asshole." He giggled, "Hey, I'm just saying I'm not the one flinging people off beds." I say giggling as I crawled back onto the bed. Soon it got quiet and Jayy looked at me seriously as he touched the left side of my face with his right hand, "Dahvie, can you do me a favor?" He asked, "Sure." I say entranced by his eyes, "Kiss me better." He said quietly, leaning into my lips slowly, he gave me a chance to pull away but I kissed back harder. Jayy moaned as I roughly grabbed his hips and pulled him closer, I ran my hands up his shirt and he moaned as I played with his nipples. He tried to keep kissing me, but soon he couldn't take it and he broke off for air as he arched his neck, moaning loudly. "Oh God, Dahvie!" He moaned, grabbing at my hair roughly.
"Jaaaaayyyyyy!" I heard Megan call from the living room, Jayy groaned inwardly as I pulled off of him. "Goddamnit." He mumbled under his breath, "Come on Dahvs, we gotta go drop off Megan." He said, "Okay fine, but when we get you promise we can have rough sex?" I asked, "Promise." He said, "And I'm the top." I say, "Wouldn't want it any other way." He said. I smiled at him and we exchanged a peck on the lips before we headed out with
Megan. On our way back in the car Jayy had a question, "Dahvie what does this make us?" He asked, "For right now, I'd say friends with benefits." I say shrugging, "Oh, alright, I like that." Jayy said nodding. "Yea and when we get back to yours I'm gonna fuck you on ever surface in that place." I say smirking, "Fuck yea!" Jayy said excitedly, immediately speeding up the car.