Fragile Promises, Indestructible Lies [DISCONTINUED]

I Missed You

Jayy's POV;

I lay sweaty and breathless on the island in the kitchen, Dahvie was resting against my back trying to catch his breath too. "That's every surface." He said, "Yea..." I said panting, "God, I haven't fucked like that in months!" He said, "I haven't been fucked like that in months!" I exclaimed, "Well you deserved it." He said kissing my neck gently. "You make me cum more than my girlfriend." He added, "Same here with my fiancé." I say, "You're so sweet." Dahvie giggled in my ear. "God, Dahvie, let me suck you!" I begged, "Your wish is my command." He growled.

Here I am now looking up at Dahvie from my knees, cum covering my face. "Aww baby look at you, you made a mess." He said, "Hasn't anyone ever told you not to play with your food?" He asked, "Oh Daddy, I'm sorry I couldn't help it, I just wanted to feel it all over my face." I said puffing out my bottom lip, "Well you do look adorable, but we need to get you all cleaned up now." He said, helping me up.
After we finally get out of the shower I get a text from Brandon, "Hey there my little kitty, how about u send Daddy some nudes ;)" I groaned inwardly as I knew I had to. I excused myself from the room and went back into the bathroom, shutting and locking the door. I did as Brandon asked and when we were finally done I did get a cumshot.. Not like I wanted one though. Finally when I got back to Dahvie he was playing with a belt, fully clothed (to my displeasure). But on a serious note he looked very upset, "Dahvs are you okay?" I asked, he looked up to me from the sheets, "Oh, yeah... Sorry, I was just um.... Thinking." He said, seeming dazed. "Dahvie, come on, we both know you're lying." I say, "Jayy, seriously, it's fine." He said, "Bitch, you wish." I said, "Please just drop it." Dahvie said, "Okayyyy fine." I groaned.
       "Jayy do you even miss Cali?" He asked, "Of course I miss Cali... I just... I don't know." I say, "Jayy, please." He whispered, "What?" I responded, "Jayy, please come home." He said, "Why?" I said starting to get frustrated, "Why should I?! So you can third wheel me?! So I can die alone as I watch you form a family with this Katlyn bitch?!" I cried, "Well I'm tired Dahvie! I'm tired of being the one who's all alone!" I screamed, "Jayy.... Home isn't home without you." He said looking up at me with hurt eyes, "I don't want you to be alone, I just want to feel whole again... You're my best friend." He says. "Dahvie, I can't... I can't be alone anymore." I say, "But you aren't alone... You have me." He said, "You won't marry me though. You won't ever love me like Brandon." I say. "Jayy you're right. I'll never love you like Brandon and you know why?" He asked, "Why?" I responded, "Because I'd never beat you like he does! I'll never fucking rape you like he does! I'll never lie to you and say that I love you when I don't.... That's the love you have with him." He said. "I just wish you'd realize it before it's too late..." He added.
Our silence was broken by the ringing of his phone, he looked down at it, "Excuse me." He spoke quietly and left swiftly to answer the call. I stared down at the bed and thought about what Dahvie said. It can't possibly be that bad can it? He must be overreacting. Hell, I deserve it more than half the time! When Dahvie finally came back into the room he was in tears, "Dahvie are you okay?" I asked worried for him, "Y-yea, I'm good." He stuttered sitting back down, "Who the hell was that!?" I cried getting enraged, "Jayy no! Don't yell at her!" He screeched, "Excuse me!? Look at you! Shut up! I got this!" I cried getting enraged as I snatched his phone from his grasp and redialing the number he had just hung up on. It rang twice before the bitch picked up, "What's your fucking problem!?" I cried, "Um, excuse me? Who are you?" She asked, "YOUR WORST FUCKING NIGHTMARE, ASSHOLE!" I screamed, "Where the fuck is Dahvie?" She asked, "That's none of your fucking buisness! Now why don't you tell me what you said to him?!" I cried, "Bitch, why do you care?!" She snarled, "BECAUSE YOU PUT MY BEST FRIEND IN TEARS!" I screeched.
"Ugh whatever, so I yelled at him for coming up there to try and bring home a fag?! It's stupid anyway! That fag's never coming back and you don't see me fucking crying! Fucking retarded! If he wants to stay up there and get abused that's his goddamn problem!" She cried, "Huh? Retarded huh?" I asked, "Yea." She said, "Lemme guess, fuck the gays?" I asked, "Uhm hell yea! Fuck those faggots!" She exclaimed, "Oh yea, I feel ya! They're just freaks with mental disorders and they're a fucking disgrace in God's eyes!" I exclaimed, "HELL YEA, PREACH!" She exclaimed. "Huh well I got news for you then.... I'm gay, I'm the fag your boyfriend's trying to bring back." I say maliciously, "And if I ever get back you better fucking hope that I don't meet you sweety, because if I do you won't be so pretty afterwards." I growled, "Now you fuck off Dahvie! You hear me!? Call me what you want but if you ever make him cry again, so help me God you won't ever say another word to anyone!" I exclaimed hanging up the phone.
"Jayy...." Dahvie said, "Yea?" I responded looking to him, "That was my girlfriend." He said, "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING WITH A HOMOPHOBIC PIECE OF TRASH?!" I screamed in outrage, "At least she's never beat or raped me." He murmured. "Dahvie, please... Leave her." I say, "You don't need her to make you cry." I added, "You're no fucking better." He said, "Brandon could beat you to death!" He cried, "At least I won't have to deal with eternal suffering inside my mind." I say. "One of these days he's going to kill you Jayy.... And I won't be there to save you." He said, making it feel like my heart had just been torn to bits like it was just piece of paper. I tried to hold back a sob, but I gasped as I choked on it and gave in to my tears. I curled into a ball, burying my face in my hands, "Jayy..." Dahvie whispered reaching out to touch me, "DON'T FUCKING TOUCH ME!" I screamed.
"Jayy... Don't hate me... Please, God!" He begged, "Beat me, scream at me, take everything I own, you can do whatever you want but please.... Don't hate me." He said with the most broken voice I'd ever heard, "I couldn't live with myself." He whimpered sounding like at any moment he'd burst into tears. "Dahvie.... Please.... Just go. Maybe in the morning I'll let you back in but.... I just can't do this right now." I sniffled, "O-okay." Dahvie stuttered and I could tell he was holding back tears. I got up to escort him out, walking with him the whole way. So here I stand now, facing him at my doorway, "Jayy." Dahvie whimpered just before bursting into tears and falling to his knees right in front of me. His hands covered his face as he sobbed, "Jayy, what's become of us?" He said choking on his tears. As I looked down into his tears glazed eyes, I couldn't help it I broken down crying and fell to my knees too, "C'mere." I said, tears in my eyes and my arms open to him.
Dahvie nodded and fell into my arms, wrapping his arms around my waist as we cried on each other. I felt so safe, I felt so whole. When we finally stopped crying and apart enough to look at each other I couldn't help it, I lent into him and kissed him and he kissed back. When I pulled away I rested my forehead against his and he smiled at me, "I missed you." He said, "I can't even put into words how much I missed you." I respond smiling at him.