All along, I was only telling myself lies

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An age difference

2 different countries

Different, yet similar personalities

I wanted to be there

Like you were there for me

But you don't need me

I should've known

It wouldn't and couldn't

Ever work out

Just for those 3 reasons above

I told myself lies

I said it could and would

You made me feel alive

I could feel my fears slipping away 

Every time you talked to me

I felt like a princess

Always I wondered, 

What I did to deserve you

It all seems like an awful, sick trick

I'd hoped and dreamed of the day

When I'd be yours

Now thinking about you

I still am hoping and dreaming

Of the same thing

Always, I think you'll be in my thoughts

But that's not where I want you

I want to be by your side, always

Someday, I hope, 

We can be friends

I'm not asking for forgiveness

What I'm asking for

Is to just talk to you again

One last time

Have another conversation

I wish you'd fall asleep while talking to me again

Because then I'd know

At least you didn't hate me anymore

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