I miss you
As I go back to your profile
I see all those messages
Saying things you hate
And it made me realize
That every one of those things
Describes me
I don't know how we made it in this friendship
When really, you shouldn't have liked anything about me
I'm a terrible friend
I'm a rude person
Never did I deserve you
But you were always there
To reassure me
To listen and help
Now I'm here
Writing this
When really, I just want to be telling you these things
No one ever helped more than you did
That's all you ever tried to do
You truly cared
But I never appreciated it
Until now
When it's all gone
When I can't apologize
I think about everything you did for me
Everything you said
Everything you made me feel
I felt like I was on top of the world
Maybe that got to my head
Just once last time
I want to talk to you
