Even though
I've said all of these things
Somewhere inside of me
There is still
A glimmer of hope
Hope that you'll talk to me again
And that we'll be stronger than before
Hope that you'll be here
Because I'm trying to change
Hope that you miss me
Like I miss you
Hope that I'd see your name
And be overwhelmed by happiness
Not panic attacks or sadness
I hope that you haven't given up
Just quite yet
Because you're an important person
In my life
I hope that you read this one
Most of all
Because it truly shows
That I would do anything
To get to talk to you again
But even after this
If happiness isn't something you find
While talking with me
Then I'd rather you not talk to me
All I want
Is for you to know
That I'll change for you
That I won't make as many mistakes
That I won't make you
Want to never talk to me again.
<3
