Alright so, with out any real reason, I am an anxious mess right now. Well there is a reason actually. I want to ask out the girl I've mentioned in the past few posts. And ya, obviously most everyone gets anxious when they ask someone out, but at the same time I feel like she isn't interested in me anymore. Admittedly, I probably made that up in my head. And everything will be fine in the end, but I can't shale the feeling that this won't work in my favor. I don't know. I mean, how quickly can a person switch from wanting to kiss me (yes she said that to me over text) to just wanting to be friends. It doesn't seem realistic. But I feel like I bore her and that I'm not intetesting. That she could do better. Jesus, these are all the problems I had with my ex. Why can't I get over this shit? It has happened in every relationship I've been in and it's hell for me. It feels like no matter how hard I try I'm going to be stuck in this cycle of perpetual self-loathing. I don't know...I'll probably update later today as to what happens.
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