M A R K M Y W O R D S

regret

Selena's POV:

Throughout the whole night I sort of only talked to Kyrie. He was sweet and had a good sense of humor.

He bought me a bunch of good drinks and I was convinced I was drunk. "One more club soda for her." Kyrie says to the guy going around taking drink orders.

"I've had enough. Geez what are you trying to do to me Kyrie?" I say joking around with him.

"A lot of things." He says smirking at me. I'm guessing everyone heard that and started wooing at him.

I didn't know what to say or how to react.

He was really cute to me. He was tall and buff too. I want a tall and buff dude.

Wait Selena you already have one. Right, Justin. You have a boyfriend, don't you dare flirt back to him.

"Shut up." I say nudging him playfully. 

Three drinks later I was no doubt, drunk. I felt like dancing but my instincts told me not to.

Kyrie wasn't drinking much, but was taking advantage of me being drunk. He had his arm around me just talking and we would share laughs.

By the minute I was talking to him, he got more attractive to me.

You've never slept with a chocolate man Selena. You should because this ones hot.

He could be the father of your mixed babies. I want mixed babies. Wait I'm going to have mixed babies.

Justin. Oh fuck Justin!

"Hey Selena were heading out! Are you good here?" Four kylies said to me.

"Yeah I think i head out too. I'm really drunk." I say getting up and stumbling up.

"I'll take you home because you are honestly too drunk." Kyrie says getting up too and grabbing my purse.

"Ok." I say as I grab my purse. I follow behind Kyrie as we walk out. I closed my eyes and get Kyrie lead the way.

The flashing lights hit and it felt two times brighter.

Kyrie opens the passenger door for me and runs to the drivers side.

I pass him the keys and he quickly turns on my car. He races out of the parking lot.

"Woah there fast and furious. Ha. Get it because you went really fast." I say laughing at myself.

Kyrie laughs as well and stops at the red light. "Yeah I get it."

"You alright Selena?" I guess I was staring at him. "Uh yeah I just want to say I appreciate you taking me to your place."

Wait what? "I mean my place. Not your place because that's weird a-"

Before I could finish my slurry sentence, Kyrie pulls me into a kiss. For some god damn reason, I kissed back.

He pulls away and it felt good but so wrong. "If I were your boyfriend, you wouldn't be out of my sight." He says caressing my cheek.

HOLY FUCK HIS LIPS FELT LIKE HEAVEN ON MINE.

"No I can't."
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Justin's POV:

Selena looks bad. Like liquor bad.

I'm hoping all Kyrie did was take her home because what I'm thinking what he's doing is not a good image.

And the fact I had to find out from the bitter girl that I use to date is kinda sad.

I'll call Selena. I press her contact and call her.

I was waiting for that pause from the ringing and to hear her soft voice telling me it's alright.

But I didn't. Straight to voicemail. "Hey Selena we need to talk."

The last time Selena did me dirty was when she was out with Orlando. And trust me, the beef we had wasn't cute.

I remember thinking, "Wow the girl I love, slept with another man." I was the only guy Selena had ever slept with and thinking that again haunts me.

And especially when our relationship is good. I have no one else to call. I call scooter.

It dials four times before he picks up. Finally someone answers me.

"Justin it's two o'clock in the morning. There better be a god damn good reason why you're calling me." He's cranky.

"Selena was seen leaving the club with Cavaliers point guard, Kyrie Irving. And I honestly hate to think that she's cheating on me when things are going great for us. So I need someone to cheer me up." I hear the line go silent for awhile until I hear him sigh.

"Justin, Selena loves you. If anything she barely knows the guy. There's a point zero one chance she's sleeping with him. And if she is then you have to think real hard about it."

"Is it excusable if she's drunk?" Scooter sighs again. "Justin I honestly don't know what to tell you because I'm half awake right now so call me in the morning and we'll see."

He says. "Alright. Thanks scoot." I say before hanging up.

I feel nauseous just thinking about being in a situation like that. I don't want us to go through that cycle again.

I'm praying for the best right now.