M A R K M Y W O R D S

3:00 am

October 31

Selena's POV:

I'm stuck in bed, watching Friends, waiting for Justin to get home. I planned this whole night for us and he just bails on me.

I have hot cheetos, chocolate, red Fanta, and a bunch of comedy movies for us to watch. He said Maejor invited him to a party and than he was his ride.

So I guess, I'm gonna wait for him to come home. I'm really afraid for what's to come. Justin gets really annoying and all he wants to do is kiss me with his stinky breath.

But thinking back to to this one time, gives me chills. It was back in 2013 when we were trying to glue the pieces back together.

I came home to naked women and drugs everywhere. I kicked everyone out and Justin went crazy.

I was bawling my eyes out because I knew it was the drugs talking, but the things he would tell me, it stuck with me.

I snap out of that memory and pay attention back to the tv.

Episode after episode, I waited and waited. Until finally at three o'clock in the morning, I could hear the garage door open.

I put on my silky robe on including my slippers and drag downstairs. I walk to the kitchen where the garage door is and wait for Justin there to walk through.

I could here him run into a few stuff and numb into the wall before he opens the door. He looks up and his eyes go wide.

"Shit, I'm sorry baby. I got behind time and didn't realize it was so late." He says slurring that whole sentence. I could tell he was a little high too.

"So, how was your night?" I say crossing my arms. He rolls his eyes. "Again with this shit Selena? I didn't do anything, okay?" He chuckles.

"I mean some girls asked for my number an all, but I said no because I said I had a girlfriend. And then, they said they didn't give a fuck and then they started grinding on me and kissi-"

"Enough! This is exactly what I was afraid of Justin. You getting too comfortable and being 'secure' in our relationship and thinking I'm gonna stay no matter what. I'm not that girl anymore Justin, and I thought you weren't this guy anymore. I'm going to bed. You can sleep on the couch." I feel tears run down my face.

I can't believe I'm gonna let myself let this slide. "No baby, I'm sorry. I really am, I didn't mean any of that. I promise, I'm never doing this again to you, okay?" He wasn't even looking at me straight.

I jerk his hand off my arm, "We'll talk about this tomorrow." I continue walking, leaving Justin in the dim hallway.

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Next morning

Justin's POV:

I wake up on Selena's couch, thankfully. What even happened? I try and sit up and a huge wave of ache attacks my head.

I lay back down for a second to gather myself. What did I do? All I remember is Maejor taking me home.

And me telling Selena that I was going to a party with Maejor. I slowly get up from the couch.

I check my phone and it's ten in the morning. I find a jar of pickle juice sitting on the coffee table.

I know your hungover -selena

What did I tell her last night? That's what I'm really worried about. I chug down the whole jar and cough out the sour taste.

I get up and walk my crusty ass up stairs. I hear the shower running and Selena singing of course.

I hear her turn it off and the curtains open. Fuck it. I pace to the bathroom door and barge in.

She screams and covers herself quickly with a towel. "Oh my god! Knock first!" Her hair looked darker since she just got out of the shower.

"Can we talk? About last night?" She relaxes and loosens her body. "Wait for me outside." I step back from the door and she slams it shut.

How bad was I? I just got too carried away last night. First it was one beer, then it was another shot, then somehow taking hits.

I really haven't learned to control myself. I sit on Selena's couch she has in her room and wait for her to come out.

I know I'm in trouble and the last thing I want is Selena to leave me again. She comes out in some flowy shorts and a crop top on with her natural hair falling in front of her face.

She leans on her bed, in front of me and just stares at me. She can see the guilt on my face. "I'm going to ask you once, just once, and don't come up with some lame ass excuse, or else I'm kicking you out. Who kissed you last night?"

She crosses her arms and waits for my response. I sigh. I don't remember anything at all. If I say that I know she won't believe me.

I look down on the hardwood floor and think hard about last night. Al I remember is there being a lot of dumbass viners and Instagram models honestly.

Amanda. I remember her being all up on me before I started talking. I obviously told her to back off but maybe she took advantage of drunk me.

"What did I say last night?" She licks her lips and pressed them together revealing her cute dimple.

"You said some girls were grinding up on you and gave you their number. They kissed you too." Her eyes are getting glossy.

Wow what the fuck drunk Justin. "Selena, someone who all I remember from last night is Amanda."

Then an image popped in my head. Yovanna. Oh my god. "Yovanna too now that I'm thinking about it."

She scoffs and gets back up. Her and Yovanna don't have the best history. Yovanna was just dumb enough to sleep with me.

"Really, Yovanna? If you knew she was there and knew I was gonna find out about this, why did you stay Justin? Jesus fucking Christ! Do you not think?" She says throwing her hands up.

She's really mad. "Baby, that's all I remember. I don't know if she was even the one that was kissing me, or if whatever I was saying was true!" She nods her head.

"I don't want to repeat the past Justin. If your going to be doing this to me again, then we need a break." Her voice was shaky like she didn't want to say that.

A break from selena is the last thing I want. "I'm not losing you again Selena. This was just one of our fight moments," I grab her hand and her eyes start to fill with tears. So do mine.

"Please baby, don't leave me again."I say while tears slowly stream down my face. She closes her eyes and hugs me tightly.

We both cry on each other's shoulders like if we haven't seen each other in years. "Please don't ever make me say that again Justin." She says cupping my cheeks and kissing me.

"I promise Selena." Her lips were pouty and big from crying and her nose was red from running.

"Ok, go take a shower, you stinky butt." She says laughing while still managing her crying.

I laugh and let go of her. That was one of the worst moments ever.

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Here's a v sad chapter :/ I kinda wanted to switch it up a bit since everything seemed like it was in La La Land 😂

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