see, I've been doing some thinking alone time. im okay with being by myself. I'm okay with waiting till I meet new people. I will. I'm okay that people back home, move on with their life, go find you some new friends, go live your life. They don't need me, and that's perfectly okay with me. I'm not going to be sitting around waiting for your call or text anymore, I'm not going to be the first one all the time. I'm going to get things to do to keep me busy. I won't forget my memories with people but it's like we are strangers. Strangers with memories. Sometimes people fall apart, and they just need to connect again, or they never do. That's how you know you aren't meant to be friends. That feeling with suck. A lot. But you will have to get through it and move on. No more waiting for calls or text, if I'm back, then I'll stay where we are staying. it hurts each time where I get close to everyone again and then when I leave I'm like someone who was never there or a friend. See why I like ranting in this book, is because no one ever looks at it and it's just great (:
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rants and anything really(:
Non-Fictionshit I want to get off my chest, or q&as you all want me to do(: anything random tbh
