Love is pain

Nicholas's p.o.v



As we arrive at Natalie's house the sun is starting to rise, she is still sleeping peacefully in the back seat. I get out and lift her into my arms she makes a sound of protest then snuggles in closer, I speed up the stairs and lay her on the bed to check her injuries . The bite marks are gone , her arm no longer broken and her bruises are fading the only sign that something has happened is some blood between her legs. I sit on the bed and put my head in my hands this is all my fault I'm so fucking stupid, the trackers were there I should have never left her. The pain I feel inside is agonising I know its not from Natalie so that makes me feel a little better but this guilt is eating me up inside, maybe I should have just left her alone then she wouldn't have went though this. And even worse what was that at the end I've never seen something like that is that my fault to did my dad do something to her? I feel some panic and the bed starts to move Natalie tosses and turn on the bed , I move to touch her and she sits up fast trying to get away,

" hey hey shhh its me your safe now" I sooth . She looks around and relaxes when her eyes land on me she throws herself at me and squeezes me tight , a little to tight actually what the fuck?

" hey you okay? How are you feeling? " i ask wondering just how much she remembers. She pulls back and looks into my eyes , her brow creases in concentration,

" umm last thing I remember was being tied to the bed that creep on top of me, and my body it felt like it was burning and everywhere was sore " she closes her eyes and I hug her tight .

" is he dead?" She whispers

" yeah trust me there ain't no way he's ever coming back" I look deep into her eyes feeling the guilt coming back hard and fast, she sags into me relief flooding her system .

" how are you? do you feel okay?" I ask dreading the answer. She pulls back looking over her body she looks confused,

" nothing hurts and I mean nothing I feel great my body is buzzing it feels so alive " she gasps. I look her over what does this mean did they give her blood or something else? I put on my best smile,

" how about a bath get cleaned up and then you can do whatever you want birthday girl" I smile hating that this will be her memory of her birthday instead of the wonderful way it could have been, but I can only try and make it up to her. She smiles at me and grabs my face in her hands.

" listen this wasn't your fault and I'm fine its like it never happened I mean yeah I remember it but its like a dream I feel fine , better than fine so let's not make a big deal out of it okay " she speaks so gentle and heat spreads out from her hands and some of my guilt seems to vanish. I smile at her and lean in for a sweet kiss and go to run her a bath, I honestly don't think I could love her more.







Natalie's p.o.v


As I lay in the warm bath the water takes away the last bad memories of last night , I don't understand it this should have traumatised me for life but the days not even over and I feel like it never happened. Not that I want to remember but its just weird I feel different , like I'm whole for the first time like something's been missing all my life. Maybe it's Nicholas and I'm feeling this way because we can be together without worry I smile at the thought. I'm all clean and feeling great so I hop out the tub and wrap a towel round me, I walk to my room and see Nico on the bed looking deep in thought , he's so hot his muscles are tense under his shirt his whole body perfect for me in every way it seems. I honestly don't think there's one thing I don't like about him just looking at him makes me squirm with need , my body tingles and comes alive and I can't take it any more I need him, I'm hungry for him. Finally realising I'm here he turns to face me his face confused but his eyes hot,

" Natalie what's wrong?" He asks his voice husky from picking up on my want for him. I let my towel drop and watch the hunger seep into his eyes,

" what does it look like ?" I tease walking over to him not caring that I'm naked while he's still full clothed, but I don't feel ashamed like I used to I feel powerful and sexy. Nico makes no move to touch me but I can feel the sexual energy radiating off him in waves , it sparks the hunger inside me ,my body craving his touch so much it hurts.

" but after everything you've been through isn't it to soon?" He replies hesitantly I can see him fighting himself wondering what he should do, I take away his choice and press up against him pressing my nakedness everywhere I can.

" please Nico I need this I can't explain why but I need you now" I plead I see the fight leave him and he grabs me roughly as he kisses me long and hard , I start to undress him expertly taking off each item of clothing in seconds . He makes a noise that only animals should make and in seconds were pinned against the wall my legs wrapped around him crushing him to me with my legs like I need him to breath . I feel him hard against me as he rains kisses all over my face, neck and chest . He grinds his length against me making hot and wet , I make a pleading sound and he pulls back lining himself up at my entrance. He looks me in the eyes hesitant and unsure I flex my legs and force him into me feeling the silky heat enter me I lean my head back savouring every inch. He starts to move and my eyes close never wanting this feeling to end ,

" Natalie can I bite you " Nico pleads his voice ruff I nod unable to open my eyes or say anything my body feels alive and on fire at the same time , my head is spinning as lights dance on the back of my eyelids . I feel Nico trail kisses up my neck and then the slight sting of his bite that quickly turns into intense pleasure , he moves faster moaning and sucking on my neck , I open my eyes feeling so much pleasure building I think I might burst . Nico pulls back and I feel the wetness of my blood dripping down me , he looks deep into my eyes with so much love my Heart does a Triple beat. The coil inside me is winding up the pleasure building higher and higher as Nico pounds harder and deeper , I grab Nico's face and and start pulling him towards me i see blue light all around him and the hunger flares deep within me , his eyes open wide

" Natalie what's wrong with your eyes " he gasps but I can't answer the hunger and pleasure are building up and my body is craving it ,needs it to survive. I kiss Nico long and hard and feel myself drawing his energy from his body as it enters mine the coil inside me explodes and I feel Nico lose himself along with me pumping everything he has inside me . My body is full of fireworks one exploding after another making me scream and shout , we collapse on the floor breathing heavy my heart banging against my rib cage so hard I think it might break . Nico looks up at me with a mixture of Emotions on his face love,confusion , awe and fear. I don't understand to me that felt amazing , life altering even I don't understand what's wrong.

" Natalie what just happened" Nico asks his voice shaky, I look at him confused,

" we had mind blowing sex?" I take a guess not knowing where this was going,

" Natalie your eyes were glowing like electric blue and when you kissed me you did something I felt weaker and my mind started to go hazy, even your blood taste better than before and your bite mark healed what did my father do to you?





Hey peeps sorry for the wait again seriously think my Internet has a grudge against me lol but enjoy and vote , comment or follow . And any guesses to what Natalie is ? Xx